Part 16: wait for me

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???: -cough cough- ........

they locked eyes. it was junhoe, it felt a bit awkward but y/n felt tears rushing up her eyes.  she finally knew that they shared the same pain....they both felt the same about each other. at least he could put his feeling into words, but she couldn't

junhoe walked to the back of the room and y/n just stared at him.  he went to the back to get his bag.

y/n: -whisper- i can't believe you wrote this....

junhoe looked up at her, but she got up and grabbed her things to leave. but junhoe heard her well and clear

junhoe: -whisper- if only i could say it to you.... i would have never let it come to this

y/n looked back at him with her light pink tinted cheeks, her glossy eyes have sadness written all over them. junhoe looked straight into her eyes, his eyebrow flinched and then he coughed. ever since he was a kid, he used to cough instead of showing how he felt...most of the time he used it when he wanted to show love but couldn't. he is always coughing around y/n because all he wants to do is grab her and hug her tightly, he wants to pick her up and spin her around, he wants to feel her soft lips on his own again. he just wanted to show her all the love he had but he couldn't....not in this situation.

junhoe took a few steps towards her, but she moved backwards. he stepped closer again and she went backwards...this time he finally went right up to her but when she tried to move back, she clashed onto the wall but then junhoe grabbed her arms and held her tightly. a deep shade of red appeared on her cheeks.  junhoe didn't know why he got so close to her, as if he wanted to tell her something but nothing would come out of his mouth. he finally spilled out a few words

junhoe: -whisper- if i could, i would fix things now but i can't........y/n, i'm sorry

y/n looked at him but then put her head down, a few tears fell from her eyes.  she's never seen him like this before.

y/n: -sniffles- junhoe....i need to go home, please

junhoe looked at her and felt hopeless, he wanted to hug her so badly but he was afraid he would hurt her more than he already has.  he looked down and saw his poem in her hand. he smiled to himself. he let her go

junhoe: please....please wait for me

junhoe then went and grabbed his bag and left.  y/n slid on the wall to the floor. her heart was racing and she didn't know what to do.  she couldn't understand what he said.... wait for him?  what was he planning. although she wiped away her tears and slowly got up. she put the poem into her bag and left.  she stepped out of the building and it was still early in the day so she decided to go to the cherry blossom park.  she took her time walking there and when she finally arrived, her heart got a warm feeling. all the good memories with junhoe flashed through her head like the wind.

she walked to her favorite cherry blossom tree. she looked at and she smiled to herself.  this is where she fell in love with the man who broke her heart. although he hurt her, she still loved him. her love would never change until the very end. she then walked closer and put her hand on one of the blossoms.  she pulled it off and looked at it.  a tear slowly fell down from her eye.  she didn't want to cry every time she thought of him she put a smile on her face.  

y/n: this doesn't mean it's over....we're just taking a small break. i love you

she held the blossom close to her chest. she then began to walk home, surprisingly she didn't realize how quick time flew and it was 6pm. she walked home and she finally got there.  she walked in and saw lisa making food. 

lisa: hey! i made kimchi!!

y/n took off her shoes. put her coat up and walked over to the kitchen. she  looked at the food and she all of a sudden gained an appetite

lisa: here

lisa gave some food to y/n and also took some out for herself and they sat down and ate

lisa: did things go well

y/n remembered what happened and she almost choked on her food. 

y/n: uh, something happened....but it made me confused.

y/n then explained what happened and she grabbed the poem and showed lisa. lisa squealed

y/n: this isn't good! he sounds so sad on the poem...i hate that he's sad

lisa: it's clear!!! you both still love each other...maybe even more than love but look you need to let him know how you feel soon. but then again i don't think his feelings will change, if anything he told you to wait which means he's planing something

y/n: but what if he isn't.... i don't want to get high hopes and then nothing happens.  

lisa: it's clear y/n, he wants you to wait until he gathers the strength to tell you straight forward and get you to be his.

y/n: ok fine.... but either way this situation just gives me mixed emotions. should i feel upset or happy?

lisa: it's hard to tell, but it's clear that things look good from here...you can feel hurt but right now it looks good so don't worry

they finished their conversation and began to clean up. eventually lisa left and y/n decided to call bobby

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bobby: hello y/n?

y/n: -ahem- h-hi bobby...  i just wanted to talk to you

bobby laughed

bobby: you sound so nervous and it's making me laugh

y/n: h-hey i'm not nervous it's just we haven't talked on the phone in a while

bobby: fair....i bet you missed my good looks

y/n laughed

y/n: whatever makes you happy, but can i ask you a question

bobby: sure!

she took a deep breath before speaking

y/n: is junhoe alright? i mean is he like healthy and doing good?

bobby: what? umm i guess. i mean he is confu---

???: BOBBY! DO YOU HAVE MY PANTS

y/n: ummmm

bobby: yahhh junhoe stop i didn't take your pants.. -whisper- don't embarrass yourself

junhoe looked at him weird then bobby mouthed 'y/n' and then junhoe's eyes went wide. then they both heard laughter from her end

y/n: -laughing- ok i need to go...bye! and it was nice talking to you

bobby: byee you too!!

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TO BOBBY

bobby laughed. he found it very funny that junhoe came in at that time. junhoe playfully hit bobby's arm

bobby: she asked about you

junhoe: w-what?

bobby: she still cares...don't lose her but anyways i'm gonna sleep.

junhoe nodded and left.  he felt his cheeks getting a bit hot.  he felt happy that she asked about him...it was like she was asking something else but either way the fact she asked made him happy

junhoe did his famous cat-like yell. he felt great, he found even more hope for heir relationship and he couldn't wait to make her his. 

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