My Cherry Blossom Koo Junhoe ff

Part 15: annoying

Junhoe was running out of his dormitory and out to the streets. he wanted to send y/n his poem to show her how he feels. he didn't want to rush things so he decided it would be a good idea to give her his poem as a starter.

although it was raining, that didn't stop him and he ran to her apartment, but her apartment was about  15 minutes away but that didn't stop him. he was soaking wet and almost slipped about 3 times. he finally got to her building and went inside. he was greeted by the doorman and that was when he realized he didn't know what number her apartment was.

junhoe: -cough- can you tell me where the apartment of park y/n is?

doorman: i/m sorry but i can't if you're not a certified family member.

junhoe: i'm her.. boyfriend

doorman: oh i see, well her apartment is number 314.

junhoe nodded and ran to her door. he finally found it after looking for 3 minutes. he stood in front of her door and took out the poem from his pocket. he stared at it and was contemplating whether to give it or not.. he took a deep breath and put it through the mail slot. he then walked away hoping she would see it soon. she knew his writing so it would be easy for her to know it was him.

the sky is crying.. the sky usually describes how i feel. but there is a rainbow hidden, the rainbow is my love.....

that was junhoe's thought while walking back to his dorm. he could think of anything while walking and that was what he thought about. 

NEXT DAY TO Y/N

she just woke up from the couch, lisa was on the floor sleeping like a sheep. y/n chuckled to herself and looked at her phone to check what time it was....6am exact.  she had to be at the YG building at 9am so she decided to take her time and make breakfast for herself and lisa. first she did her morning routine and then started to make their breakfast. eventually right when she finished cooking lisa woke up. they began to eat breakfast while talking and having a great time. 7:30, y/n decided she'll get ready and lisa helped her out with her makeup. 8:15 and she was ready

lisa: hey you got mail

y/n picked it up and put it into her bag

y/n: ok i'll look at it soon but bye i got to go.

they said their goodbyes and then she left. she arrived at the YG building at 8: 50

she quickly rushed herself to the meeting room and there was IKON and PD-nim with a few members of their crew.  she bowed and greeted herself and then.... junhoe and y/n made eye contact, but y/n quickly looked away

junhoe looked down, he didn't want to make the situation more awkward than it already is so he decided to start a conversation

junhoe: so uh, PD-nim everyone is here so how about we start the meeting

PD-nim: you're right. we gathered here today because of some controversy that's going on.....junhoe

junhoe's head shot up, he looked at the PD confused

junhoe: y-yes

the PD-nim sighed.

PD-nim: are you dating your colleague jennie

everyone's eyes turned wide open including y/n. nobody expected the PD to know

 junhoe: n-no, we were but not anymore

y/n looked down. she felt her heart feel pain. even though they broke up, it didn't matter because she was too upset with him to be happy about it

PD-nim: good thing the both of you broke up, it wouldn't be good for the company and IKON itself if it continued...if you plan on dating, date someone who isn't well known.

junhoe looked at y/n and she lifted her head. they stared at each other until B.I spoke

B.I: yes sir,  but was that all? do we have anything planned for the next few days

PD-nim looked through his papers

PD-nim: not until this saturday... this saturday you have a small performance. you'll be performing love scenario, rhythm ta, Bling bling and b-day.

they all nodded their heads.

PD-nim: that's all. you may leave but i must speak with you alone y/n

the boys and the other crew members got up and bowed to their PD and left

y/n: yes?

PD-nim: i know things are quite awkward among you and junhoe, it is obvious for all of us. but don't let that get in the way of his work.  i need him to be focused and he won't be able to do that if this keeps up, somehow change that

y/n: i'm sorry but....it's not a easy as it sounds

PD-nim: i understand, and you're our best film maker for IKON so i can't let you off for a few days so just try something

y/n nodded. they bowed to each other and he left, y/n sat back down and looked around the meeting room. and then she remembered that she brought her unread mail. she took her bag and brought them out.  she looked at them and she had mail from the bank and an unknown mail.  she put the one from the bank back into her bag and looked at the unknown one. it didn't say who or where it was from so she was a bit scared of opening it, but then she opened it anyways.  it was a .....note? no, it was a poem.  she was confused because she didn't know who would send her a poem.  she looked at it and recognized the hand writing.....it was junhoe's. her heart started to beat fast. it was unexpected for him to send her this but as her heart started to race, she slowly read it and after each word her face got hotter and hotter.  but at the end her heart broke into pieces.

 i look up at the sky, the sky was crying. i couldn't express how i felt so the sky did it for me..... the cherry blossom was withering.... but my love for you wasn't. my love is like a never ending blooming cherry blossom. it keeps going and won't stop until the very end. that's my love for you, you're my cherry blossom. my love will forever blossom for you until the very end... i love you

she knew exactly how he felt...and knowing him, this is definitely an original of his.  it killed her reading it but her heart sparked after reading the last words.... i love you.  she truly loves him. to be honest with herself, she loves him more than herself. she couldn't put into words how she felt but she knew one thing for sure

y/n: -whisper to herself- i love you too ju---

someone then walked in and y/n hid the paper under her lap. she looked up a bit startled while blushing from the poem, the person walked in and they locked eyes

???: -cough cough- ..........

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