Chapter 2

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WARNING: CUTTING

ANDYS POV

When we were finished making out I looked over his shoulder secretly and looked at his phone. I saw that he said I love you to someone.

I froze. Who was he texting? His family member? I looked at the name and it said love of my life ❤💍. I quickly got up breathing heavily wanting to just dissappear. I cant so I was going to cut instead. "Babe? Whats wrong?" A soft voice asked.

"N-Nothing just thinking..." I lied. I lied because I didnt want to believe it. I thought he loved me... I am such a fool. Im so dumb I didnt see that the "love" we shared was fake. I quickly ran to the bathroom and locked myself in it.

I slid down the door and grabbed a pocket knife. I keep a pocket knife on me in case something happens. Ever since I was bullied from school I would cut myself. Rye made me happy which made me stop.

I dragged the sharp knife over my skin slowly. I didnt feel anything since Im use to the pain. I did it a couple more times until I heard someone knocking on the door. I kept going ignoring the countless screams. I started crying uncontrollably.

I heard the door open a little but I kept going. This is my tenth cut so far. Someone yanked the sharp piece of metal out of my hand and sat next to me pulling me into them. I heard them crying with me. I wanted to push them away and scream at them but I was to weak.

"Why did you do this Andy?" Someone asked me through sobbs. Rye. "Y-You dont l-love me" I said crying harder.

"W-what?" He asked pulling away to look into my eyes. I didnt want him to let go he calmed me down. I latched onto him tighter which made him hug me again. "I-I saw the texts..." I said calming down.

"What texts sweetie?" He asked with guilt visible in his eyes. I let go and got up. I look down into his big brown eyes. "Who you said I love you to" I said on the verge of tears.

"Maya...?" Rye asked dumbfounded. "So it was Maya who you said was the love of your life..." I said looking down tears rushing to my eyes. "I can explain..." Rye said getting up and stepping close to me. Every time he took a step closer I took a step backwards. "G-get away from me" I said almost whispering. "Please baby" "I SAID GET AWAY FROM ME! I NEVER WANT TO SEE YOU EVER AGAIN!" I yelled and then I broke out into tears. I grabbed the pocket knife and put it in my pocket. I ran out and packed my stuff and moved into Mikeys room.

I told him everything and we cuddled and watched TV. Im sorry Rye but I guess it wasnt meant to be...
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Hiii! Im tired of homophobic people. Today I opened up to my friends about being bisexual and they called me nasty names and walked away. Im human too ya know. Anyway. Its Wednesday my dudes.
Ily❤
-Maya

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