Chapter 12

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WARNING SUICIDAL ACTIONS

ANDYS POV

I wake up to cuddling Rye. I smile and lift my head up to see him smiling and staring down at me. I smile back. "Morning gorgeous." He says. "Morning handsome" I say and wink. He leans in to kiss me. I lean in too but before our lips could touch I get up and put my clothes on. I hear him moan.

"Why do you tease me?" He asks staring into my eyes. "Its fun" I answer. I walk out of the room to be met by Mikey smirking. "Ughhh yes?" I ask. "You have fun last night?" He asks. I nod slowly. "Hey so um I was wondering if you wanna go to McDonald's today at lunch since we havent had time together just us alone" He says. "Of course Mindy date!" I say cheering. We laugh.

SKIP TO WHEN THEY GO TO MCDONALDS AND SIT DOWN AFTER GETTING THEIR FOOD BECAUSE IM LAZY AF

"Sooo" He says smiling and leaning close. "What?" I ask giggling. "How are you and Rye?" He asks in a duh voice. "How are you and Harvey?" I say and wink. I notice him blushing. "I um-we.." Mikey says looking down. "YOURE BLUSHING!" I yell. "Shh!" Mikey says. We then see Harvey and his friends sit down across us. "Hey Mikey look its Harvey!" I point out. "Just us pleaseeeee" he begs. "Fine" I say pouting.

"Ill buy you ice cream will that make you feel better?" Mikey asks. "Ice cream!!!" I say quietly so Harvey doesnt hear us. We giggle and catch up. Mikey got me my ice cream and I instantly start licking it happily. "Hey Andy...I have to tell you something.." Mikey says nervously. I give him a confused look. "Im gay.." Mikey says. I smile and get up and go over and sit next to him. "FINALLY! SO PROUD!!" I yell and hug him. I feel him hug back and we giggle. After a little we break apart. We look over at Harvey and see him staring at us well mostly at Mikey. I wink and smile at Mikey. I look over at Harvey again and wave. He smiles and waves back.

I see him say something to his friends and he walked over to us smiling. I sit across Mikey so Harvey can sit next to Mikey. "Hey guys! What brings you here?" Harvey asks sitting close to Mikey. "Oh just you know a little Mindy catch up." I answer.  He has a jealous expression on his face. I shrug it off.

"Anyway um can I talk to you Mikey?..." Harvey asks. Mikey nods and Harvey intertwines their fingers and takes him to the bathroom. I sigh. I look over at his friends and they motion for me to come over. I walk over and sit down. "Hello Im Holly thats Zach and Loren. Yes they are together. Rye is your boyfriend right?" Holly asks. I nod slowly. "Im Andy btw" I say. "Oh we know Harvey talks about you and the others mostly Mikey.." Loren says.

I smirk. "Mikey is a huge fan of him if you know what I mean" I say and wink. They giggle. "Wait is that Rye?" Loren asks. I look up and look around. "Where?!" I ask I miss him so much. "Right there" Holly says putting an arm around my shoulder and pointing to him. I look up and he is with a girl. I notice the girl looking at me. She smirks and winks. She then grabs his shirt and kisses him. I let a couple tears slip down my cheek. "Aww did your little boyfriend cheat on you?" Zach asks and they all laugh. I look at them. I look back up to see Rye staring at me with a sympathetic look. I hear Harvey and Mikey walking up to us talking.

I cant take it anymore and I run out. I run for a couple secounds and start walking down the sidewalk.

(Nope I wont...)

(I swear I wont..)

(MAKING MY WAY DOWNTOWN!!!)

(Okay I couldnt hold it in continue...)

I start to cry while walking. I hear footsteps getting louder and louder. "Andy!" Someone yells. I ignore them and keep walking. "ANDY STOP!" They yell. I sigh and turn around to be met by a player. "I shouldve known...you...I shouldnt have given you another chance I shouldve known you would cheat again. Because thats you! Youre Ryan freaking beaumont the player..." I say and start walking away again. He grabs my arm and turns me around. I sigh. "What?" I say letting him talk. "I pushed her away I didnt kiss back I told her that I only love one person which is you." He says. I stare into his eyes and he stares into mine. "I believe you but that doesnt mean we are together..." I say. His face drops. "I understand..." He says.

I nod and stare at him while turning around. I walk away leaving him there heartbroken. Im heartbroken too. I get home and I close the door behind me. I hear noises from the living room. I take my shoes and coat off. I go to the living room to see Marvey and Rye watching TV. "Oh hey Andy!" Mikey says and pats a seat next to him. I bite my lip. "I-Im good..." I say and go to my room. I close the door behind me and lock the door.

I grab a gun and load it. I put the gun up to my head. I heard knocking which eventually turned into banging and yelling. I ignore them. I was about to shoot but I was interrupted by someone taking the gun out of my hand and holding me close to them.

I try to get away from them but I couldnt they were to strong. "LET ME GO! LET ME DIE NO ONE LOVES ME! GET ME OUT OF MY MISERY PLEASE!" I yell while trying to push them away  while Im crying so hard. They dont let go. I finally give up and cry onto their chest still not knowing who it is. I finally calm down and I look up to see Rye.

RYES POV

This is all my fault. All Im doing is hurting him. Thats all I ever do. I wipe my tears real quick and look down at Andy staring at me. "W-why" I ask him. He shrugs. "All those times you said you were okay you really werent were you" I say. He looks down then back up. He nods slowly. I sigh.

"Why did you lie?" I ask. "I-Im sorry." Andy says finally. I just hold him closer. After a while he told me I could go. I hesitated at first but then I went to my bedroom. I hit the pillow and fell asleep.

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Yesterday was a busy day. I went on a field trip to the Santa Barbra zoo. My dad came along as a chaperone. He of course acted like a normal dad. Someone said in the car that my dad is cool and fun. I just stared out the window like 'if only you knew'. Anyway. Hope you liked this chapter! Make sure to check out Why?
Ily Randy kids ❤
-Maya🐐

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