Letters From an Anonymous Reality

Letter 2

Dear Blue-Sweatered Boy,

We come from such different worlds. I know I could never even try to understand what you have lived through and what you might be feeling right now. I wish I could help, but I know I can't. I wish I knew what to say, but I have no words, at least none that will mean anything. 

I'm sorry. I'm sorry for acting like I'm important enough to even write you a letter because I know I'm not. I'm sorry that by some chance of fate you lived your life and I lived mine, and somehow you got screwed over. I'm sorry if you ever see this because I have no right to even care, do I? No, I guess not. 

I hope you have people who can help, who know what you're going through. I hope you're okay, and if you're not, I hope you will be soon. I selfishly hope you trust me and know that I want to help. But I just hope you're alright with or without my presence. I just hope this all works out in the end. I hope you know you're not alone. I hope you aren't feeling too much. I hope you don't decide to... well, I won't go there. Let's just say I hope you're careful. I hope you're okay. I sincerely hope you're okay. 

-The Girl From Another Life