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help

Not an update, but god do i ever need help right now.

so like, this is my first day of actual school, even though this is the second week since its started.

im new. like fuck.

so where i get picked up for my bus, theres two different ones, so i have to ask someone if this is where 'route 128 picks up' and then i have to hope i didnt pick a seat thats not 'reserved' by some dickhead.

my anxietys sparking, wildly, and i havent even left yet.

all i need is some reassurance, literally a 'you'll be alright.' or 'you got diiis' is all i need.

my mam thinks i'll fail, and man, let me tell you.

that is NOT the way to go about it, it just makes me feel a lot worse.

WHAT IF I PICK THE WRONG SEAT OH GOD.