him her

anymore

it's funny how the world stops when someone dies, but it never actually does.

you feel like you died, and not the other.

but in reality, you do not know what death feels like, because you are living.

and as if it isn't strange enough, the world doesn't actually stop.

the earth is still spinning at a raging speed, people are still sipping their coffees, and as though it can't get much worse, the fact is that-

You are alive.

You are breathing, and the other is not.

You Are Not Dead, no matter how much you wish to be.

And still, you feel it wrong to go on with life, when the person you wish alive, is dead in another place.