Mommy

0.6

"вєιиg đєєρℓу ℓσνєđ ву ѕσмєσиє gινєѕ уσυ ѕтɾєиgɾħ, ωħιℓє ℓσνιиg ѕσмєσиє đєєρℓу gινєѕ уιυ çσυɾågє. тħєɾє ιѕ åℓωåуѕ ѕσмє мåđиєѕѕ ιи ℓσνє. тħє gɾєåтєѕт ħåρριиєѕѕ σf ℓιfє ιѕ тħє çσиνιçтισи тħåт ωє åɾє ℓσνєđ; ℓσνєđ fσɾ συɾѕєℓνєѕ, σɾ ɾåтħєɾ, ℓσνєđ ιи ѕριтє σf συɾѕωℓνєѕ."

Yawning I sit up and ruffle my hair. Last night was rough. After me and Cardilyn had argued I went to Jungkook to get advice; he's always there for me. Well one thing led to the next and we ended up having sex. I know I'm a terrible person that's sexually confused. I just don't want to hurt Cardilyn; she's already been sick lately and I don't know what to do. That day she passed out I felt her pain and I immediately had to get to her or I would have lost it. Somehow Cardilyn and I are bound to each other by fate even though I try to fight it and be with Jungkook. I know I can never stay away from Cardilyn. Getting up out of the bed I groan and make my way into the bathroom to brush my teeth. Once I'm done brushing my teeth I hop into the shower; humming along to the new song yoongi had made I lather myself with soap and quickly run the water over my body from the detachable shower head. Reaching for my towel I step out and dry myself off wrapping the cloth around my waist I walk out of the steamy room and out into my room. Grabbing some boxers from the drawer I let my towel fall to the floor then slip the silky fabrics on. Picking up my towel I place it on my bed and quickly slide into the sweat pants I had laid out. I wonder if Cardilyn is up by now? Running my hands through my hair I sigh and decide to go check up on her. Why can't my life be easy? Quietly opening her room door I peak my head in to find her staring up at the ceiling.

"Tae what do you want?"

Nervously I chuckle. "Nothing. I was just checking on you. How are you feeling?"

"I feel fine."

Feeling a sudden urge of emotions burst throughout my body I bite my lip. Why was I feeling this way? Was it because her body was beautifully exposed before my eyes?

"Cardilyn are you sure you're fine." Lowering the tone in my voice I gently push the door wide open and proceed to walk towards her. I watch as her whole body tensed up. "I love when you still get so nervous when I'm so close to you. Why don't you open those legs so I can make you feel better." Licking my lips I gently push open her legs. Running my tongue over the sweetening flesh of her lips I can't help but to lose myself as moans flooded my ears. The fast throbbing of her clit as I sucked and licked on it drove me over the edge. She was so beautiful the way her body reacted to the pleasure I was giving her.

"T-Tae, p-please."

"Please what baby?" Sliding my fingers in and out of her I looked into her begging eyes and grinned. "You want me to stop baby?"

Gasping Cardilyn digs her nails into the sheets. "F-Fuck... I'm c-coming!"

Lowering my head back between her thighs I continue to work my fingers waiting for the sweet liquid to grace my tongue. Slurping up her fluids I slowly slide my fingers out making sure to clean them well with my tongue. "You did so good baby. How are you feeling now?"

"S-sleepy."

"Well get some rest, we'll finish this later." Smirking I place her hand on my bulging erection and giggle as she gasp in disbelief.

"Tae."

"It's okay. It'll go down in a minute. Get some rest." Placing the covers over her body I kiss her forehead. She's so cute when she's sleepy. Making my way out the door my phone buzzes. It was a message from Jungkook he wanted to see me but I knew that wasn't a good idea so I ignored it. I can't keep doing Cardilyn wrong I love her so much and can't imagine life without her. I know I'm always causing her pain but it would be painful if she were to ever leave me and I know I sound selfish but if I can't have her no one can. Frustrated I run my hands through my hair and walk to the kitchen. I should probably cook something for us. Looking through the fridge I hear a knock on the door. Sighing I close the fridge and walk to the door opening there stood Jungkook with tears in his eyes.

"T-Tae... he's back."

My face went white as I stood looking at Jungkook's face. How could he possibly be back we took care of him. "W-what do you mean?"

"I don't know. I thought we killed him."

"Okay calm down and lower your voice she's sleeping." Closing the door behind Jungkook we walk into the living room where I begin to pace the floor back and forth. "Did you tell the guys?"

"Yeah. They can't believe it either. What are we gonna do?"

"If anything we have to protect Cardilyn. I can't lose her and won't." Things just had to get worse just when I thought things were finally going good in my life this happens. "Listen to me Jungkook gather up everyone and tell them to meet me at our old spot, there we can discuss the plan."

Looking worried Jungkook nods. "We have to make sure he never comes back again you know what happened to Yoongi's ." Jungkook stops mid sentence and shakes his head. "I'll make sure to gather everyone."

"Ok. See you soon."

"Tae?"

"Yes Jungkook?"

"I love you."

Looking away from him I sigh I couldn't tell him I felt the same way anymore because the truth is I didn't know how I felt. I was torn between him and Cardilyn. "You should probably get going." Turning to look back at him my eyes softened as he looked back at me I knew that look; he was hurt.

"Yeah... I-I should." Walking towards the door he looks back at me one last time before leaving out. I felt like a jerk but what was I supposed to do I can't have both of them. I just need to figure out how the fuck is he still alive and what his motives are because I'll never let him have Cardilyn.

Did you miss me? Cause I'm back guys what has it been like two or three years? I missed y'all!!! I'm now 21 and a junior in college so that's how life is going for me.