there is still time r5SEQUAL

chapter 17

rylands pov

Wow . Hannah is as beautiful as when i last saw her. I feel kinda bad that we left . I left her in the dumps like a ross left holly. Well at least ross left her a note . And its not like i had say in moving either i was only 11. And i was physced to go to california. She has to hate me . I hate me. " theres not enough room 2 people have to get a cab " i'll stay "  hannah volenteers. " whos gonna stay with her" riker asks. " i will " i answer. " then its settled ry and hannah take a cab we can go in the van" haley hands hannah money and they leave. We wait awkwardly for a taxi to come up. This is bugging me. I see her glance at me a few times . Is that a good sign? she smiles at me and i return it. What does that mean? A taxi finally rolls up . She takes my hand and follows me in the car. WHAT DOES THAT MEAN . I think im burning up. It feel like a hot day of football. I sweat is forming around my face . " ry are you ok " she asks . "W-what do you mean " i ask surprised . " your ears and cheeks are red " she states. Omg ! Im blushing !!! Why did i asks to stay? Im toung tied. " i ....umm...i...i uhh... umm " i stutter. She leans her ear in a little bit. What do i say? This is gonna be a long ride.her hand falls on top of mine which makes matters worse. " seriosly ryland are you ok are you nervous to talk or something" i freeze . Yes hannah i think i like you and im dying over here and i cant breathe because your the perfect girl ever and i missed you and old feelings are back but will i ever tell you nope .

Hannahs pov

Ryland looked like he was dying. Am i really that bad? All my crushes have to hate me. IM NOT A DISEASE!!! I try to make him feel better but he still looked scared. And when i touch him i make it worse. Ugh stupid feelings . Stupid teenage hormones and changes and puberty i hate it . Why am i so repelling to life. I look into his eyes with mine full of hurt. Then i just look away wishing someone could love me. I stop trying and look out the window. Why am i so bad what did i do?

Rylands pov

She looked so hurt. Good job ryland you hurt her. You idiot! She looks away and it goes back to silence . Say something ry! Umm....." so how are you" that was the best you could think of?! Common ! Stupid growing up. Stupid hormones. Stupid puberty. This sucks. " umm........." oh no shes bad. Its because i wasnt there damn it ryland get it together. " that bad" i ask . " well ....." she trails off. i nod. this is awkward . have you ever had that feeling when your bestfriend / crush is gone and you think you will never see them again but then you do and its just so awkward and your freezing and nervous and scared inside and you just wanna go back to old times? yea thats how i feel (a/n no lie that just happened to me in august 2014) . " why does this have to be awkward ? am i a disease ? am i ugly? do i just repell life? whats wrong with me!!! why won't you talk to me. am i that bad of a person do you hate me that much!!!" she sighs of frustration . wow she has the courage to say that but i can't say a simple hello i missed you? wait does she actually feel that way? " what? no ! no no no no no no . your beautiful and amazing . nothing is wrong with you i could never hate you!! why- why - why would you say that , ask that, who said that to you i will hurt them so bad!!!" i say shocked and defensive . " why won't you talk to me " she frowns looking in my eyes. i wanna kiss her so bad . but thats moving to fast. and what if she has a boyfriend already? i don't wanna get into that . oh god whats happening . i felt myself leaning in but i stopped from going any further . "because i- im nervous and i- i just don't - i -" she cut me off. " your nervous? why?" she asks. " i never thought i would see you again " i tell her . " i thought you'd hate me because i left with my family and i never told you and i have mix feelings and im so confused and toung tied its not even funny " she giggles and my serious and scared face starts to relax . maybe it's gonna be ok . the cab finally pulled up to our house and i got out and helped hannah . we hold hands and walk in the house. holly and ross were making out, riker and rocky were on the xbox , rydel was filing her nails haley and andy were no where to be seen HOLLY AND ROSS WERE MAKING OUT!!!!!! WHAT WHEN DID THAT HAPPEN !!!!!!!!! " what did we miss ?" i ask shocked again . " apearently that?" hannah motions to holly and ross. everyone acted like it was normal but it wa not!! " rydel ?" hannah whispers. she looked up . hannah motions to holly and ross. " there together now i think" she mouths back . i motion her to come over. " what the hell?" i ask. " okay so ross finally made his move on holly which is still going on right now so they may or might not be together but i'll ask when the moment is over " she explains. " how long ago did this happen?" i ask . " umm i don't know about 5 minutes " she shrugs. " where's my sister?" hannah questions. " she and andy went out to get some coffee to get to know each other because i'll tell you it was love at first sight holly might be right about the whole them 2 getting married shit i even believe her now " she wiggles her eyebrows. " and uh... what happened with you 2?" she asked look at our hands still intertwined. we oth look down and take our hands back. " nothing we just talked " i say casually. " yea right . whatever. its only been a day and we have 3 couples already im so alone" she walks off. i glance at hannah and catch her glancing at me. we both awkwardly simle and look away. this is gonna take forever