Hello guys I am pretty sorry for the late update, this week was so tight I barely got time to blink. I'm really sorry, honestly. And I am crossing my fingers that you like this chapter.---------------------------------
Dang it!
I had blurted out my secret to Nicholas.
Ugh!
As if that wasn't upsetting enough, the person I had rattled my secret to only stared at me like I was a clown not giving any consolation.
His act had been antagonizing and had made me hate myself, not only myself but nanny too who had started everything but the part I hated most was when I mortified myself by fighting him without getting a perfect strike at my opponent.
Hmp! How stupid of me! And how mean of him!
I had gotten zero words from him, all I got were stupid glances that were supposed to be surreptitious, the jerk had kept mute the whole time, even when I had burnt my diary all he had done was stare at me like I had been an alien from another galaxy.
Things had gotten better when he had said he was leaving, he had left few minutes after we had finished our assignments.
Grrrrrh!
I had been so bored that I played with the refrigerator, I had wasted minutes to see if the light switched off anytime the door was closed.
How dumb!
I had been upset with Nick for not saying comforting words and at the same time I hadn't wanted him to say those words that would have proved he felt pity for me and I abhorred people who felt pity for me.
Then why did you want him to say it, Monica.
Cause it would have sounded nice and it would have showed that he cared!
But you don't like it when people feel sorry for you!
That was then! I want it now! No, no, wait I don't want it. No, what? Of course I do who wouldn't!
No, this isn't me, I don't want it, wait! —
Make up your mind Monica!
Grrrrrh!
Tossing my covers aside angrily I sat up glancing at my alarm clock that said five in the morning, which meant I had an hour before six, Nick's lack of courtesy had been ringing in my head all day and it's no wonder I found it hard to sleep.
He should have at least said sorry!
Sitting up with a massive frown on, my mind swam to when Nick had stood like a frozen sculpture while I cried out my heart.
Dang it!
It had been so stupid of me to cry, and on too of that he didn't even mutter a word. Though it wasn't his fault, he didn't kill my family or told nanny to read the diary but still it would have been nice to know he cared!
How rude of him!
I groaned heading for the bathroom to squander time scrubbing my body while preparing for that punishment adult called school.
I flipped every lights on as I walked indolently to the bathroom my mind centred on this afternoon. Staring at a mirror I groaned harder despising everything.
"First nanny! Second Nick! Now a ugly version of me?!" I growled staring at my nestled up hair and swollen face already hating the sight of me. Getting a toothpaste I groaned again my mind drifting on its own to when Nick announced he was leaving due to his sister.
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Monica. (When Life Takes A Wrong Turn Series #1)
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