Mortal | ✔

Precious

Lying on bed; sleepless at 3 am
Thinking about how you used to look me in the eye before you gently kissed me on my lips
Whisper 'I love you' when you stop to catch your breath
Just to make sure you saw a smile on my face before you lean towards me to hug me tight; hands on my waist
I was on my tiptoe, my hands wrapped around your neck
I told you that I loved you more, I meant it everytime I said it
But you didn't believe me
I know that you aren't used to someone loving you with all their heart
But still I kept on reminding you that you're worth more than gold
I kept on reminding you how loved you are; everyday
Tried to make you know how it feels to be truly loved and adored
Told you that everything's gonna be fine
I was going to make sure of that
Oh you don't know how far I'd go to make you feel special
I'd cross oceans and climb mountains
I'd do whatever it takes
Because its a blessing to see you happy; specially if I'm the reason
But you pushed me away
When you've had enough of me
When you didn't see the sparkle in my eye anymore,
Leaving me clueless and lost,
I had questions which I will never get answers to
I had to wake up everyday,
Knowing that you wont be there to tell me I'm pretty when I'm feeling insecure
Knowing that you won't be there to tell me I can do it when I convince myself that I can't
I have to go to sleep every night
Knowing that you won't be thinking of how I used to play with your hair and how you loved it
But you'll be thinking of someone perfect
Someone else but not me

I tell myself that i wouldn't let us happen if I could go back in time
But even if I had the slightest chance to see a smile on your face, I'd still do the same things all over again
Even tho I know that I'd be the one hurting later
And if I haven't told you this enough;
There's nothing more precious that you in this whole world.