Mortal | ✔

Mosaic

I know that sometimes or maybe most of the time, you convince yourself that you deserve all the hurt and sadness
You beat yourself up cuz of how things ended up
Push everyone away, telling yourself that no one else can make you feel better
And no one ever is true to you
I know that its gets hard to trust people when you've been thrown to the ground and beaten up until your heart ripped out of your chest
When its been stepped onto, until it no longer beats
It gets hard to sleep when the only person you've dreamt of spending the rest of your life with, stabs you in the back
When you know that they're no longer sleeping with the thought of you
You stop letting anyone love you because you become stubborn when it comes to love when all along you've been played around
You were used, for someone else's temporary happiness
When all along, you've been planning your future with them
You've given up on everything beautiful in life, you ignore the little pretty things you see when you walk down the road
You no longer look at the yellow dandelions
Which used to dance whenever they saw you

But let me tell you this,
I know that you've got a bigger heart than anyone else around you
You loved and loved
Until you didn't have anymore to give
You expected to get the same from them
You expected too much
And they couldn't see the beauty in the rhythm of your heart beat
They couldn't see the sparkle in your eye
They couldn't see how you smirked and then giggled whenever you saw pretty dandelions
They didn't notice the little things about you

(you are just like mosaic)