Sky Full Of Stars

Giving In To Desire

Nervously, you walked toward the high rise apartment complex near the center of the city. You'd waited until your other members had cleared out for the evening, dressed yourself in a non-conspicuous ensemble of black track pants, an oversized hoodie, and sneakers, and walked out of the rear entrance, and onto the busy sidewalk, undetected. You wanted to blend in to the hustle and bustle of Seoul so nosy netizens and saesangs didn't recognize you, or follow you. The complex came into view and you made note of which entrance was which. "West entrance, text when you get there" you muttered to yourself.

Jungkook was right, the west entrance was hidden behind a tall row of evergreen trees that led to a corridor with a heavy steel door and big "W" on the plaque beside it. You looked around to find no cameras, no street lights, and most importantly, no people. You pulled out your phone and sent a text to Jungkook, a few seconds later, you heard the faint buzzing of the door, signaling it was unlocked. You pushed your way inside and felt your phone vibrate in your hand.

Jungkook: Take the elevator at the end of the hallway to the 12th floor. We're in number 1232. I'll see you in a few!

You rode the elevator in excited silence, and maneuvered through the hallways covered in plush carpet and expensive woodwork. You soon found yourself standing outside the door, with 1232 engraved on the outside. You took a deep breath and started to knock, but stopped yourself. The weight of what you were doing was beginning to sink in. You were prohibited from seeing men, JYP did not allow it, yet here you were. You were openly defying your company's rules. Not to mention that you didn't know if you could fully trust Jungkook. You were friends, and you'd never had a reason not to trust him, but this was the biggest secret of your life. You closed your eyes tight, hoping the war within your conscience would halt. You were just before turning around to go home, when you heard a voice from the other side of the door.

"This is the part where you're supposed to knock" the male voice called out. You knew immediately it was not Jungkook, and you silently cursed at yourself for being dumb enough to stand directly in front of the peephole. You nervously raised your hand, inhaled deeply, and rapped lightly on the door. It flew open and you were immediately met with the grinning face of Jung Hoseok.

"Welcome! We've been expecting you!" he said with a laugh. You bowed as a sign of respect as you felt your stomach start to turn. You weren't at all prepared to meet anyone new, tonight, especially BTS hyungs. "Jungkookie! Your friend is here!" Hoseok called out into the apartment, putting a playful emphasis on the word friend.

"Jungkook doesn't have friends." another voice called out from the kitchen, and Taehyung appeared around the corner. He looked at you and smiled a wide boxy smile. "Anyeong, Y/N."

"Anyeonghaseyo." you answered with another bow. Then again to Jimin who followed behind Taehyung, also smiling at you.

You looked side to side at the 3 men standing in front of you, smiling. The moment was surreal for you. You never imagined you be standing in BTS' apartment, let alone there to see Jungkook. But that's exactly what was happening... right now... and you were frozen in place. Afraid to move, but feeling more awkward with every second you stood still. You desperately hoped one of them would say something, but they remained quiet, looking at you and grinning. Thankfully, another voice rang out.

"Guys, come on." Jin said pushing his way in front of the 3 men "This isn't a zoo. Stop staring at the poor girl." You bowed once more "And enough with the bowing." he said with a kind smile. "We're all equal inside these walls, so no need for that."

"Thank you." you said, genuinely appreciative of their hospitality.

"Come in and have a seat." Jin said, shooing the younger members as to clear a path for you.