I woke up with someone stroking my cheek, and found I was on someones lap. I opened my eyes, staring into the puppy-eye brown ones I knew so well. Liam. Wait, but Liam hated me, why would he let me lay on his lap.
"Hey Nialler." He smiled.
"Hi." I said, sitting up, to find I was still in the interview place. People were still in the audience, hearing them cheer as I woke up. I smiled at them and waved. "What happened?" I asked.
"You passed out again, they cut the interview short." Liam said. I only nodded in response.
"NIALLL!" Louis yelled, landing on top of me.
"Louis." I croaked, helplessly trying to push him off.
Louis chuckled, getting off of me, Harry and Zayn giving me big smiles. "You okay mate?" Harry asked. I nodded and turned to Liam, who's face was smothered with guilt.
"Liam?" I called, making him snap out of his daze.
"Huh?" He asked, blush froming on his cheeks, making me blush aswell.
"You okay?" I asked. In response, he nodded,
"I'm so sorry Niall." He said, and with that, he walked out the backstage door.
"LIAM!" I yelled, running after, him. I heard the other boys running after me, but I sped up. "LIAM!" I cried again as I chased him down the corridoor, "Liam wait!"
He ran into the dressing room, and I followed him in, baracading the door with the sofa, because there was no lock.
Liam was stood in the corner, his back against the wall, crying.
"Liam, why are you crying?" I asked walking towards him. For a second, he flinched, about to move away, but then he stayed where he was, looking down on me.
"I am so sorry Niall." Liam whispered, staring down at my lips.
"LIAM! NIALL! LET US IN!" Louis yelled, banging on the door.
We glanced over, before looking back at eachother, our eyes meeting instantly. His eyes drew me in, and slowly I leaned closer. But then I stopped. I didn't want to cause the same thing as the lake insident. Embarassed, I looked away.
"Niall." Liam's soft voice said, making it almost impossible not to look at him. "Niall, look at me." He demanded, putting his index on my jaw, and swivelling my head round so I was facing him.
Slowly, he bagan to lean in again. I gluped, but also leaned in, praying this wouldn't lead to him hating me. My eyes fluttered closed, as our lips touched. The same spark as before took over, and I began to kiss him roughly.
"NIALL!" Louis yelled again, "LIAM!"
Groaning I pulled away from Liam, and pulled the sofa away from the door, and flung it open.
"What?!" I asked angrily.
"Oh, err sorry Niall, were we interupting?" Louis asked, looking from Liam in the back of the room, to me right infront of him.
"No, it's fine." Liam said, "We just finished."
My heart sank slightly at his words, but I didn't let it show.
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We were all ready backstage for our final night at Paris, before we all moved to Germany. Sophia was here now, she'd come back from her 'shopping spree'. And guess what Liam did when he saw her? He kissed her. Fu**ing kissed her, and now they were being just as lovey-dovey as before, her sitting on his lap, as they wispered things to eachother, making my blood boil.
"Liam?" I said, making him jump, "Can I talk to you please?" I stood up, gesturing him to leave the room with me.
Slowly, he got Sophia off his lap and stood up, leaving the room, me trailing behind, and shutting the door. We walked a little way down the corridoor, before I stopped.
"What are you doing Liam?" I asked.
Liam sighed, running a hand through his brown hair, "Look, Niall, I'm sorry, but I can't go against Sophia now we just announced we're engaged." He paused, watching me nervously, as I tried to keep my emotions together, "I really am sorry Niall, because, I really can't look you in the eye and say I didn't enjoy the kiss, but I can't stop the engagement, not now."
"But Li, she-" I began but he cut me off,
"I know, she beat you up, but the fans don't know that, only me, you, her and the boys know that." Liam said.
"This isn't about the fans Liam, stop caring about what others think for once Liam." I begged, tears forming in my eyes.
"I'm so sorry Niall." Liam said, walking back in to the dressing room,leaving me standing there crying.
Pull yourself together Niall. I thought to myself, whiping the tears away. The dressing room door opened, down the hall and Zayn's head peeped out.
"Ni, you alright?" He asked. I nodded, walking towards him.
"I'm good." I said, unconvincingly. Zayn raised an eyebrow, unbelievingly, but didn't question me.
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All the way through the concert, I was kind of in daydream mode. I was thinking of how I couldn't spend the rest of the tour with Liam, knowing he was going to get married to Sophia. I can't stay, but where would I go. People will trace me back home to mum, or to Greg's, or to my house in London, so where would I run to?
I wasn't sure, but what I did know was that I wasn't staying. I was leaving, tonight.....
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Fanfiction(I wrote this when I was 13 and it's my first fic so ur allowed to laugh and cringe lmao) Niall is truly madly deeply in love with his best friend and bandmate, Liam Payne. Liam is apparently oblivious to his feelings. And when liam's girlfriend jo...
