I can't help but feel like everyone is abandoning me,except for a few close friends
But when I'm with Sunshine,Hart and Dean I dont feel so alone
I feel happy,actually happy when Im with them
Happiness is something I have to feign in order to assure everyone Im alright
Don't feel as empty anymore,not as alone when I'm with the people I love
But when I'm by myself I can't help but slip back to my old self
Slip back into the darkness that slowly seeps,into my mind
I feel myself slowly slipping away
Everyday I feel it getting stronger,yet I fight it everyday
In a vain attempt to control the demons inside me
I smile in a vain attempt to assure everyone Im alright
When in reality I'm not
I dont know if I can deal with it any longer
Nagi3145
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In Time
PoetryI decided to write my feelings in poems and I hope u guys enjoy.It covers a lot of topics,some of them are redundant and I hope you enjoy them nonetheless.Love you guys and I hope you continue supporting my works. Love,Kanae (^～^)
