In Time

Old Wounds

Every time I think back to that day so long ago my eyes brim with tears at who I have lost

Oh Charles how it hurts not having you with me right now

How I wish you could hold me and wipe away my tears like you did when I visited you

You would have been 20 yrs old now

You don't know how much I've been through with your absence

Everyday I just wish I'd wake up with you beside me,holding me

But sadly that can't happen because you are deceased

You were the only boy I ever truly loved the guys I have now mean nothing to me

I'd rather have you with me by my side

But alas im sadly still breathing

I just hate waking up everyday knowing you are gone

I still cry over how it all happened

I still have nightmares about the accident,i should have payed attention to where i was walking

Maybe you would be here

My friends say i should move on but they dont know how much pain i feel

Nagi3145

I will always love you for now an forever Charles B