In Time

Haunted

When darkness falls and I close my eyes,I cant help but fall into a nightmare

Watching flashbacks about my abusive relationships makes me cry

Seeing my body thrown over Hart and Sunshines frame with you over me beating me

I cringe,resisting you until the end is always the same

With you leaving me to wallow in my misery

Glancing around in the vast,never ending darkness I spot another memory

This one involves Seamus,Hart,Sunshine and I

Im in the kitchen cleaning,the kids upstairs

You come in and roughly turn me around,drunk

Oh how I despise the smell of alcohol and cigarettes

Pushing me around and finally grab my throat with your hands

You push me up against the wall

I try to get out of your grasp,only for you to tighten your grip on my throat

I gasp,desperately trying to get air

Instead I scream with all my energy hoping someone will save me

An eternity later the boys come in and start crying and screaming at you

You ignore them and continue

My vision blurs and my head spins,I slowly start slipping away

Moments later I feel your hands leave my throat and I start gasping for air

Coming to a little while later,I notice a neighbor staring at me

Stating that I'm ok now,my hand moves to my throat

The boys are staring at me,their faces etched with worry

Beckoning them closer I clutch them tightly to my chest,crying

Everything will be alright,I hear myself say

The memories than start to blur and I awake to the start of a new day

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