When a spouse or signifigant other cheats,the pain is very deep,very real
Some people go crazy because their minds cant handle the fact that it happen
For me its nothing new,didnt even shed a tear when he cheated several times
Instead I talked to Alex,who made me feel better
I have forgiven him an everything,but im not putting it past him
I lost sleep over it an honestly still hold a grudge
But instead of telling him how hurt I am like I have before,I keep quiet an smile
No point in arguing anymore,not like we argued much anyway if at all
I hide all the hurt I have dealt with behind a smile,it hurts so much
Im actually crying for once,havent cried in a long time
Everytime he cheated he apologized,like always I forgave him
Does he not know how much it hurts me still,Im starting to think its all my fault like always something goes wrong
Im blamed when something goes wrong by someone even if its something trivial
Im just fed up with being hurt by people,deep down I know he can change
Even if people see him in a negative way,I dont despite all he put me through I still love him
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In Time
PoetryI decided to write my feelings in poems and I hope u guys enjoy.It covers a lot of topics,some of them are redundant and I hope you enjoy them nonetheless.Love you guys and I hope you continue supporting my works. Love,Kanae (^～^)
