Living your life cutthroat

Part 28

I sat in the office most of the guys including Juice have gone on a run it's been a few days since his sister called and Juice still hasn't called her at least as far as I know since he hasn't told me anything about it, I just hope whatever she want's to talk about isn't bad and hopefully she didn't get into his head and twist him up.

I couldn't take another minute being in this office and being in my head more than likely over thinking everything as I grabbed my purse and started making my way out of the office.

"Hey sweetheart leaving early?" I heard Piney ask me as he was sitting on one of the benches 

"Yeah can't stand another minute in there... Hey do you know if Donna is home?" I asked him thinking it would be the perfect time to head over to her place and have a little girl time

"Yeah she's home, you should head over and see her she hasn't really been talking anyone besides from her parents and Ope" He said to me with a smile 

"Perfect I'm going to head over, take care of this place old man" I said with a laugh, fully knowing that he is always in charge of the lot if myself, my mom, or if Jax and Clay aren't around.

As I knocked on the door of Donna and Opies place I kind of got nerves because I wasn't sure how her reaction would be towards me, I mean we would see each other around town and say hi to each other but never sat down and had a full conversation since Opie went in.

The door opened and she looked at me with a shocked look but didn't say anything "Hey, I thought I would come by and talk... you know how we used to?" I asked hoping she wouldn't shut me out but she smiled and moved over to let me in , we walked towards the kitchen I sat down and she went to the fridge and pulled out two beers.

"Kids at school?" I asked taking a sip as she sat down 

"Yeah kid free until they come home" She said with a chuckle "What brings you here all of a sudden?" She asked also taking a drink out of her beer

"I just missed you I know I didn't come around much when Ope was gone but I just thought you didn't want too see me..." I told her truthfully 

"It's okay I would have more thank likely ripped your head off during that time anyways." She said with a laugh which caused me to laugh "So anything new you would like to tell me?" She asked pointing towards my tattoo on my forearm 

"Yeah...I guess I'm officially an old lady?" I said laughing which got her to smile  

"So what one is he?"

"His name is Juice well Juan he's the computer hacking guy for the club, he is seriously amazing Donna like I never knew I would fall for someone this fast like this hard like after being together for awhile we moved in and everything is perfect...well I guess for now" I said telling her everything with a smile 

"You mean until he gets pulled into the club more than he should be and ends up in jail or dead you mean." Donna said truthfully which I loved about her she would tell you the raw truth but not like my mom, Donna would tell you in a nice way instead of in a demanding bitchy way.

"Yeah their is that, and the fact his sister all of a sudden called him after god damn' knows how long and he has no clue how the hell she got our number doesn't help that once someone gets into his head he gets wrapped around in those thoughts" I told her letting out my breath

"Just had faith Val maybe it has something to do with his mom or something, you are probably making a bigger deal of something that is so small and simple and if he is the computer hacking guy for the club I'm sure she has a few tricks up her sleeve and that's how she ended up with his number cross the bridge when you get there until then stop over thinking" 

"You are so right, we all know how badly I tend to over think the most simple things" I said as we both laughed 

"When am I ever wrong?" she added

"Now that I dished my problems how is everything with you? With big bear being back home?" I asked her and this time she let out a long breath

"It is what it is I mean he works at the mill but I can tell he hates it and I'm worried he is going to end up going back to the club I just know it."

"Donna don't get pissed off at me saying this because I know you've heard it from my mom but you can't fully blame the club I mean the idiot that was with him just bailed on Ope if he stayed there he wouldn't have been where he was and trust me that idiot was dealt with, but with him being half in and half out is going to kill him and hurt you even worse in the end." I told her

"How come Ope never told me that?"

"Because he isn't a rat, he isn't going to rat out his brothers but they all knew what happened and they took care of that guy and they know Opie would never turn on them his blood is part of that club as just as much as my family blood is part of that club. Yeah we hate it ..well me and you hate it and I'm pretty sure Tara hates it too but at the end of the day you have to look at the positive side of all of this they are a second family and they will always be by your side when things get rough, as long as you allow us to be by your side" I told her hoping that I could possibly help her out with all the things she is feeling and hopefully she would give Opie some slack and wont be more harsher on him than she already was.

She nodded her head and didn't say anything but that showed me she was thinking about what I said and was taking in what was being told to her.

"What would you do? Like if you were in my spot with two kids and a husband gone for 5 years."

I put my beer bottle down on the table after taking a huge sip. 

" I would be pissed like overly pissed and full of rage which is okay we have the right to be pissed and mad, but then I would take care of the kids to the best as I could and do everything I could for them be by my husbands side and show him that he has nothing to worry about that his wife is on the outside take care of his family and making sure everything will be in the best shape as things can be, so he can have a little bit of ease of mind while he is in there because god knows how much stress and worry he would be while he is doing time. I would keep my family close by me and keep his family close to me even though I would want to kill them but knowing they are there is the best feeling, feeling that you aren't by yourself that you have people around you that understand what you are going through and aren't judging every little move you are making. Then when he comes home I would tell him the truth about everything about how hard it was taking care of the kids by myself but that I was strong enough to do it and that no matter what I will always be by his side because I love him I chose him I chose the life he was in before I married him and hope that he will do his best not to go back into jail again." I told her finally taking a breath and taking another sip of my beer

"Thank you for telling me all of that, it's better to talk too someone who isn't Gemma or Mary about this but you gave me a lot to think about." She said 

"No problem don't feel like you can't talk to me I am always here for you, you are like a sister to me, plus no one wants to talk too Gemma she's to much of a devil." I said with a laugh which got a laugh out of her

"You to I know it isn't easy having her as a mom, but I'm here don't be afraid of me because I disliking the club." She said with a smirk.

Hope you guys liked this chapter a little bit different and shows her relationship with Donna.

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