Living your life cutthroat

Part 15

    It had been a few days since I got my crow done on my arm my mom was proud of it guess she was also proud of the fact that now officially their is no way in hell I would be leaving this town, because no way would I leave my old man.

Last night the Mayans torched one of our warehouses, so clay and some of the guys were gone out to take a look at the damage that was done in other words they were seeing how bad the retaliation was going to be.

I just sat in the office and filled out paper works that needed to be filled out. I looked up from the work that I was doing just in time to see Kip and Chibs pulling in a car with a deer stuck in the middle of the window and Jax pulling up on his bike I got up and made my way towards the door in time to see Jax also making his way over to Kip and Chibs more than likely to bust Kips balls.

I stood beside Chibs as Jax was asking questions about the deer and the car, when Kips asked how he would get the deer out of the window Jax went and grabbed a chainsaw with a smirk on his face.

"Just pretend it's carve your own stake night at Sizzler" Jax said with a smirk on his face, making me roll my eyes how did he not know that Kip was a vegetarian is beyond me.

" I don't eat meat, man" Kip said looking up at Jax "Figure it out grunt." Jax said as he put a cancer stick between his lips.

As Jax came over to me and Chibs he put his arm around my shoulders as he guided me towards the club house as Chibs asked what the hell was going on regarding the warehouse, as he was filling him in he was basically also filling me in so I kept quite as I over heard.

Jax's phone went off he took his arm off around my shoulder grabbed his pre pay and saw it was our mom calling he turned around and picked up the call and talked to our mom.

He rolled his eyes as he looked at me with a smirk on his face, I have him a smile back fully knowing she was harassing him about going to storage to get stuff for the baby. I guess she was telling Jax about inviting Kip since he went into telling her about how Kip doesn't eat meat.

He hanged up his phone " Have you heard from Wendy?" He asked me I shook my head "No, I went over yesterday before I went home but no one answered the door I thought maybe she was out or something" I said looking at him worried hopping that she didn't do anything stupid. 

"Want to come with me to the storage?" He asked me with a smile "Are we actually going to the storage this time or are you going to drag me some where else?" I asked seriously with this kid you never know what he is planning "Seriously, if I don't moms going to cut my balls off" He said walking back too his bike and getting on I nodded knowing that if he didn't go she would in fact murder him I ran jogged over and got onto the bike with him as he rode towards the storage unit.

Jax opened the storage garage door showing us all the crap that was in here "Holy shit, pretty sure mom has a hording problem" I said as Jax laughed at what I said and made his way in looking at stuff.

He grabbed a teddy bear which I looked at "I remember never letting this stupid thing go" I said as I took it from him he just smiled at me "I remember giving it too you when you were little, used be mine squirt" he said messing my hair "Can you not it took forever to get it this straight" I said smacking his hand away he just laughed and we went back too looking around for baby stuff and going thru stuff mom put away.

I saw Jax looking at old pictures I went beside him too take a look at them too "Our parents were hot" I said "Mom still is" Jax added which made us laugh together as we looked at the rest of the pictures. Jax pulled out a yellow envelop that said original on it and started looking at it , he gave me a questionable look asking me if I knew what it was with out even asking me , I just shrugged my shoulders and shook my head no.

That's when we saw the tittle "The life and death of Sam Crow. How the Sons of Anarchy lost their way. By John Thomas Teller" we both looked at each other not knowing what too do but that's when I knew the look that flashed into Jax's eyes he was going to start reading and seeing what was written in here by our dad.

He sat down and nodded his head for me to sit beside him I followed what he wanted me to do I put my head on Jax's shoulder as he flipped the page which read " For my sons and daughter. Thomas, who is already at peace. Jackson, may he never know this life of chaos.  And Valerie, who I hope is far away from this town and isn't an old lady who is following the steps of her mother." After I read that I knew I didn't want too see anything else beyond that point. 

I got up to start looking for more baby stuff but when I got up Jax grabbed my arm I looked down at him "You don't want too see what's said next?" He asked me "No, I don't want to read any of that, what ever he wanted clearly isn't in the book for me clearly he didn't want me being in this town let alone being an old lady and guess what I'm in this town and I'm an old lady and whatever is said in there isn't going to change my opinion, and I'm sure if their is anything serious written in there you will tell me" I said giving him a kiss on the head.