he likes boys [z.s]

before we get lost

[Zayn]

I don't like Harry, like not in that way. Of course he's attractive but I'm not gay. Or at least I'm not sure if I am or not.

I've known Harry since he was little, I don't really know him but I know him. And I've always thought he was attractive.

Girls are always all over him. How could you not think so. Guys and girls who don't even like men think he's hot.

Sometimes I question my sexuality, I'm not sure if I'm gay or not and I really want to know, I think I might be bi or something, but the last girl I dated didn't really do it for me.

She was attractive at first but than I kind of started drifting from her and we broke up. That's when I started to really question my sexuality.

I've kissed guys before but I was drunk and you'll never know if you really liked it or not unless you kiss a guy while your sober.

[Harry]

I walked out of the washroom going downstairs looking straight ahead and noticing Zayn there.

He looked at me and I could've had a heart attack right there.

I've kind of had a little crush on Zayn my whole life, but I never told anyone.

He's my best friends brother and I don't want anyone to know I'm gay. I still haven't even come out to my mother and I don't want to be judged, I'm not ready for that.

"Come on Harry" Taylor yelled running down the stairs towards the door. She was in her floral bikini.

"Alright I'm coming" I ran out the back door behind her.

"Race you to the river" she said running towards the dock. She quickly jumped into the lake, me following behind her.

"I hate you" I laughed.

"You love me"

Taylor and I swam for what felt like forever until we got called for dinner by Mrs. Malik. We walked into the house to the sight of Zayn and Mr. Malik sitting at the dinner table.

"Hello Harry" Mr. Malik said looking towards me.

It wasn't a surprise that I was having dinner with them, since I spend every second with Taylor and our families are always together.

Our families are always together, but I barely know anything about their son, Zayn.

He's just so mysterious and hides everything. He barely knows anything about me either, since we barely talk. Our conversations are always awkward so I try my best to keep them simple.

"So Harry" Mrs. Malik started off, "do you guys know where you want to go this year"

"We planned to go to the Bahamas" I answered.

"Ooh that sounds wonderful, do we all agree?"

"Yeah that sounds fun" Zayn said "Can I bring my best friend Liam?"

"Of course Zayn" Mrs. Malik replied.

Usually when we go to places Zayn brings Liam because he's his best friend and Zayn can't survive longer than two days without seeing him.

Almost like Taylor and I. I also feel like it's because he starts to feel lonely since Taylor and I are so close and Our parents are always with each other.

"I need to go get swim shorts" Zayn pointed out.

"Harry and I are going shopping tomorrow if you want to bring Liam and come along" Taylor replied.

"Sure" he smiled