he likes boys [z.s]

there's no reason we should hide

"Woah sorry" I bumped into zayn on my way down stairs "I didn't see you there"

"No worries, curly" he smiled and messed up my hair.

I looked down at his body now noticing that he was shirtless. I felt hot looking at his wet body and toned abs and the way his muscles flexed when his arms moved.

"Like what you see?" He brought me out of my daze.

"Oh- uh sorry- erm.. where are the others?" I questioned looking flushed, avoiding his eyes.

"Down at the pool, you coming?"

"Yeah I'm coming" I walked slowly behind him not wanting to get close to him while he's shirtless and wet.

[3rd person]

Harry really wanted to touch Zayn. He wanted to feel him, taste him. He wanted Zayn so close, he could feel his abs against him and memorize the feeling of them against him.

He wanted to know the feeling of Zayn's lips agains his and the shape of his lips, the way they mould together. Like they fit.

But Harry doesn't know.

He doesn't know if Zayn's lips would mould together with his, he doesn't know the feeling of Zayn's lips against his. And he certainly doesn't know the feeling of Zayn pressed against him so hard that he could feel the shape of his abs.

He wants it.

He wants it so bad, it hurts.

He wants to be dominated and controlled by zayn.

He wants it all.

But Harry can't get that, because Zayn's not gay.

Harry sat by the pool not daring to get in while Zayn is in, because he knows what happens when he and Zayn are in the same place at the same time, especially when it's not very spacious.

So he sat on the side on one of the poolside chairs.

He decided it would be nice to read while he sat on the chair, so he picked up the book he had brought with him and started to read.

From the corner of Harry's eye he saw something appear next to him and he felt a hard splash of water hit him.

"Oh my gosh Zayn!" Harry yelled backing away, out of the seat.

Zayn has brought a bucket filled with water and dumped on Harry.

He stood up. "You're soaking me" he pushed Zayn but Zayn held onto his wrists as he started hitting his chest.

"Now, now haz stop getting heated, it's just water"

"Oh it's just water okay, fine since it's just water-"

As soon as he said that he pushed Zayn into the pool, unaware of the fact that Zayn was much stronger than him.

He groaned as he got pulled into the pool right after Zayn.

Now that they're both in the pool, Harry knows he should leave before something bad happens.

Zayn got closer to Harry as Harry backed away.

The kept that up until Harry was leaning against the pool walls.

Harry turned around to get out only to be held back by hands grabbing his ankles.

"S-stop" he stuttered.

"Why should I?" Zayn replied pulling him back into the pool.

They were now standing chest to chest and Harry could feel his heart beat faster by the minute.

"B-because"

"Hmmm getting a little nervous aren't we?" Zayn smirked at him. Harry's face flushed. "I can feel your heart beat"

"I'm not nervous" he tried his best to sound confident, only to fail.

"Aww that's cute. I make you nervous" Zayn whispered in Harry's neck pressing against Harry harder as he tried to escape Zayn's grasp again.

"Z-zayn stop" he could feel Zayn's breath against his neck. "Zayn the others are watching stop" he finally got the strength to push Zayn off him and get out of the pool, running as fast as he could towards the building.

"Harry what was that?" Taylor questioned, walking into his and her room.

"What do you mean?"

"Stop trying to play stupid, I know you like Zayn so what was that at the pool?"

"That was nothing and I don't like Zayn"

"Okay you definitely like him Harry don't lie to me, I'm your best friend"

"Okay I like him but he's straight and he's just messing with me, I know he is."

"You don't know for sure Harry. Zayn's always been one to hate labels so he actually might like you, he doesn't have to be gay to like you."

"I don't know Taylor. He's never even noticed I existed and now he's pressing me up against pools trying to seduce me or something."

"Harry he's not trying to seduce you." She laughed. "He's probably just trying to find himself and his interests and he happened to find you attractive."

"You really think?" His face glowed up.

"I'm positive!"

[Zayn]

We were having dinner and Harry and I were sitting across each other. We would've even look at each other because of that awkward moment that we experienced before.

It wasn't meant to go far but I just can't control myself around him.

I'm like a kid in a toy store, I just can't help but touch everything.

I want to touch every inch of him.

But he never lets me.

I was pulled out of my thoughts when I felt a kick to my knee.

I looked up at Harry confused and he mouthed "we need to talk"

So we both excused ourselves from dinner and went into Harry and Taylor's room.

"What do we need to talk about?" I asked, quite confused.

"I need to tell you something" he replied.

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Y'all prob hate me omg pls don't hate me.

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I'm sorry hehe I had to.

~Jess