he likes boys [z.s]

what's been on your mind

[Harry]

I woke up this morning to the smell of freshly made pancakes. I was anxious this morning because today is the day I was planning on telling my mom.

I walked downstairs to Liam, Taylor and our parents awake. But there was no sight of Zayn.

"Good morning" my mother said as she saw me.

"Morning mum." I replied.

I grabbed a plate of pancakes and as soon as I was about to sit down I felt a pare of hands grab me. It was Zayn. He pulled me back and rushed to my seat.

"Zayn, what the hell" I yelled.

"Sorry Styles, find another spot to sit."

"There is no other spot to sit you idiot"

"Well then sit on someone's lap" He smirked and Liam coughed from the other side of the table.

"You can sit here Harry, I'm done" Liam said grabbing his plate and getting up from the chair, while also glaring at Zayn.

"Thanks Liam, you actually have a heart, unlike some people" I glared at Zayn and saw him chuckling at me.

[Zayn]

"Zayn why do you have to annoy the poor lad so much. You want him to like you not despise you" Liam said as he walked in to our room after breakfast.

"I can't help it Liam, he's so cute when he's angry, did you see the way his jaw dropped when I took his seat, it was so cute!"

"Woah you really like this guy" Liam looked at me wide eyed. As I looked away dreamily.

"Of course I do, he's just so beautiful"

[Harry]

Liam and Zayn were in their room so it was the perfect moment to tell my mom what I've been hiding for the past two years. I told her I wanted to talk to her in private and that only Taylor could be there so we went into our room and shut the door.

"What is it you wanted to tell me son?" She questioned, sitting sown on my bed.

"So um, this is going to be very difficult and I might cry a few time and have like 18 different panic attacks while telling you so I want you to be patient and bare with me, just know that this is really hard for me." I said almost shedding a tear at the end.

"Okay I'll try my best, I promise" she smiled.

"So, you know how I dated some girls in the past, and we barely even last a month together?" She nodded. "Well there's a reason for that."

"Oh, what is it?"

"So I- uh um, im-" I started to panic and Taylor helped me my holding my hand.

"You've got this" she whispered. "I'll help you"

"So" Taylor started off "basically" she looked at me nodding her head slowly to comfort me. "Harry doesn't really like girls." She finished and squeezed my hand harder.

"I don't understand" my mom said plainly.

"I'm gay mom" I spilled out before collapsing into tears. "I'm so sorry, I'm such a disappointment, I'm so sorry." I sobbed into Taylor's arms who was now hugging me.

"Harry" my mom said. "Harry look at me" she grabbed my arm I looked up at her, tears still in my eyes. "This is all you wanted to tell me?"

"Yeah"

"Harry sweetheart you don't have to be sorry, you're not a disappointment. I couldn't care less who you like, you can love whoever you want, sweetie." She hugged me the tightest hug ever. And I finally felt a weight lift off my shoulder.

"Thank you mom"

"By the way Harry"

"Yeah"

"I already sorta knew" she laughed.

"What!" Me and Taylor both yelled at the same time. "Are you being serious?" I asked.

"Yeah, I noticed the way you used to talk about boys and the way you would look at them on the streets sometimes, you used to be mesmerized by them, but when it came to your girlfriends you would get so dull while talking about them."

"Wow mom, you know me well" I laughed. And hugged her again.

"Of course I do, you're my baby. Now let's go have fun before the others think we died in here" she kissed my forehead and we all laughed leaving the room.

This chapter's a bit short I'm sorry

~Jess