Our Lost Minds [Taekook] ✓

[Part 5]

I came home from the party. School graduation party.

Barely holding my tears in.

I didn't even take off my jacket nor shoes, just went straight to my room and locked myself in, sliding down the door and finally letting my tears escape my eyes.

"I fucking told you she's a slut," I heard a voice behind my door. "That Mingyu guy slso, he called you his best friend. Such a cunt."

It lined up so perfectly, at that moment I thought that it might be his fault. I convinced myself that Jungkook set it all up. He hated Jihye, he always cursed at Mingyu, it couldn't have been that my girlfriend and my best friend just betrayed me like that, right?

"Get the fuck out!" I yelled at him with a curse slipping out of my mouth for the first time in a lifetime.

"Just let me in, Taehyung," he said woriedly, but it didn't sway me.

It's his fault.

It's his fault.

He hates both of them, so he set that up somehow.

I opened the door, to see Jungkook streching his hands towards me for a hug, but I harshly slapped them.

"I told you to go away. I don't want to see you, I don't want to see your disgusting face, you freaking brat."

The mimic that flied across his face was the one I'd seen before. The one from the time, when I told him we couldn't bath nor sleep together. Except that his face this time was more mature and looked even more pained by what I'd said.

His lower lip shivered and he parted his lips to say something, but I just closed the door with a loud thud in front of his face and locked it.

If only I had heard what he wanted to say, maybe everything would be different now.

I told you already. It is my fault, isn't it?