Our Lost Minds [Taekook] ✓

[Part 14]

In a way, I was surprised how Jungkook managed to cover up my sudden disappearance. No one seemed to really worry or care about where I was and what I did, since he dealt with everything. He submitted my resignation letter for university, wrote messages to my dad with my phone from time to time, deleted my social media accounts after making sure that my friends thought that I fled the country to find my true self or something like that.

In a way, I was disappointed that no one really missed me, tried to contact me, to know how I was doing. No one cared. On the other hand, I was glad they didn't, because Jungkook would have gotten in trouble then. What he did was wrong, but I really hoped the best for him.

And also, as I reentered the university and live my life further, Jungkook never tried to contact me. He didn't show up, didn't call, he didn't kidnap me again.

I reentered the university, finished my studies, got a job at the art gallery, met a girl who seemed to genuinely love me... due to my personal trust issues, I paid detectives to follow her around to make sure that this love was truly genuine. But who could have blamed me? I just wanted to be sure before proposing to her. Then I did. And she said yes. We held a modest wedding, after some time she became pregnant with our daughter...

You could say, my life went perfectly. I had a normal life, I had everything I needed, I had a beautiful family, fancy house and all else you might ask for.

In reality, it wasn't all that perfect.

Jungkook never contacted me and never answered when I did.

But I longed for him.

There were nights where I would wake up silently crying out his name, there were days where I would close my eyes and imagine him whispering small sweet nothings into my ear.

I knew I shouldn't, but I couldn't control myself.

Well, at first.

But with time, my memories of him became blured. I didn't remember how his voice sounds, how his eyes changes its shape when a sweet bunny smile creeps up Jungkook's face. He became like a dead person to me. I wished for him to be here, but he wasn't and I couldn't change that either.

Anyway, this sounds like a slightly sad, but still good ending.

However, it wasn't.