i haven't spoken to him for weeks. i have no idea what it could be.
i looked at payton and he hadn't noticed the message on my phone, fortunately. he would freak out.
i opened my phone and clicked on messages.
chase💓: hey skylynn. i know this is out of nowhere and i know we haven't talked for weeks, but i really need to get something out. for the past few days i've been having these dreams about you, about us being together. and i can't help but feel like it's a sign. we had such a great time together and you know how much i loved you, how much i love you. i lost contact with anthony and madi. madi is still mad at me, for punching payton. i know i shouldn't have done it, but damn sky, he took you away from me. i fell so deeply in love with you, and i watched him take you away from me right in front of my eyes. it fucking hurt me. so bad. so i'm sorry for hurting you. but i'm not sorry for what i did to payton. he was my friend, for over a year. now i have no one. i miss you sky, and i can't help but think that you might feel the same way. payton isn't who you think he is. remember how we even got together in the first place. it was because he broke up with you. i know we only dated for 3 months. but i wont accept you leaving just like that, i don't believe you don't feel anything for me. if you read all of this, and you are willing to at least talk to me, then meet me at the park at 9.
chase
after a few minutes i had read all of it. i felt so bad.
i know chase punched payton and he was really a douche. but he took time out of his day to write me that 'paragraph' it just wouldn't be fair if i didn't at least speak to him. face to face.
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08:40
i told payton that madi was coming over, so he would go home. i couldn't tell him i wanted to be alone, cause he would know that was a lie. i also couldn't tell him that i was going to meet up with chase, cause he would literally freak out.
he hated chase with a passion after what happened, and it sure didn't help when he saw old pictures of us kissing and stuff on the internet.
i was done getting ready, i was wearing black jeans and a white croptop, i put on a grey sweatshirt over my croptop and put on my balenciaga sneakers.
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i took my keys and phone from the couch and walked outside, i locked the front door then walked over to my car and unlocked it. it was actually my moms car, but since she isn't here she let me use it while she was gone.
15 minutes later i was at the park.
i wasn't sure where to wait for him so i just figured i'd go where i last saw him. i hopped out of my car and locked it.
i waited for chase as the time hit 9 pm.
then 9.10
and then 9.25
at this point i decided to just go home, he wanted me here and he isn't even here himself.
i turned around to go to my car, and as i turned around i was inches from chases face.
"sky.." he said staring into my eyes
"you're a little late." i said and backed away
"i'm sorry.. i just figured you wouldn't come so i- you know what, lets go over here and talk." he said and pointed at a bench
we both sat down and looked at each other.
"so.. you read all of it?" he asked
"yeah, i did.." i replied
"i meant everything i said. i don't regret punching payton, to be honest i don't even feel sorry for him, in any way. he hurt you sky, and you were so quick to take him back. i just don't understand," he said
i looked down at my feet then took a deep breath.
"i don't know what changed.. but something did, he apologized countless times, and i love him chase.." i said
he looked away for a second then back at me.
"i loved you sky. i never hurt you! why am i not good enough?" he said as his voice cracked and his eyes got watery
"chase.. you are good enough! don't ever say that again." i said and put my hand on his
he looked at me with a tear running down his cheek, "then why didn't you choose me?" he asked, sadder than i've ever seen him
i hated this. i hated seeing him like this. god i hurt him so bad and i never realized before now.
"i'm so sorry chase." i said and hugged him, i held him in my arms for a minute before letting go
he was inches away from my face, "can i please just.." he started then looked down at my lips
"i- i dont know chase.." i said, he leaned in closer
"please?" he said with a cracked voice
before i could answer he kissed me, more passionate than he's ever kissed me before.
and in that second, or what felt like minutes, everything changed.
