FuR (Royce)

-33-

"Mitch caught a body 'bout a week ago, week ago!!

Fuck with us and then we tweaking, ho!

Run up on that nigga, get to squeezing, ho!!

Everybody catching bullet holes!!!!"

I pulled out my phone, while people starter to hit the shmoney dance in Home Room.

People have no chill around here I swear.

It's too fucking early.

Standing outside of the class room door, I answered my phone for a crazy ass Aubree to start screaming in my ear.

Giving the fact that I was half sleep from working a night shift last night, I had several heart attacks.

"OW NIGGA!" I yelled, earning some stares from the teachers.

"What do you want this time?!"

"I SAW CHRESANTO! HES STILL ALIVE JACOB!"

"No he's not okay? Stop getting my hopes up.." I mumbled.

I kind of started to feel light headed by the second.

I had to work 4-1:00 last night. And ain't even eat much of anything.

Which isn't good for the baby.

"Look Aubree, I gotta go." I hung up quickly.

Going back inside the class room, I collected my work for today, and from the rest of my classes, ignoring teachers questionable remarks.

I then packed up my stuff and left out the building.

I'm too tired and I need to eat, cause this savage baby is making me more and more hungry by the second.

I can see where he gets it from....

~

Hopping out the car, I walked into my house.

People still don't know about my pregnancy, considering I only have a little baby bump.

But that's fine for now.

I am going to the doctors office regularly; we'll more secretively. Cause I want to do the best for my child.

I'm paying for the visits though, I'm not sure how I'm managing from that.

Opening the door, I then focused my eyes on two people who are sitting on the living room couch.

Who the fuck is this bitch?

She was dressed in a doctors outfit, and had scrubs on.

Wait, this can't be my obstetrician or whatever the fuck those things are called.

"MRS VARTALI?! YOU PROMISED YOU WOULDNT FUCKING TELL!"

"Jacob, stop yelling-"

I ignored her remark, trying not to say any slick shit towards my mom.

"YOU SAID I DIDNT HAVE TO TELL MY MA ABOUT NUN OF THIS AND YET YOU BRING YOUR FAT ASS DOWN HERE SNITCHING AND SHIT!"

"Your identification wasn't valid Jacob, so I had to find your real address and let your Mom know what was going on." She reassured.

"SO THE FUCK WHAT?! YOU WERE STILL GETTING PAID SO WHY DOES IT MATTER WHERE THE HELL I LIVE?!!?"

"You can leave. I'm sorry for my sons behavior." My mother ushered Mrs. Vartali out the door.

She then closed it and turned to look at me.

"Your pregnant Jacob?!" She burned holes through my pupils.

"And you didn't bother to tell me so you could get better Medical Care?!!"

"Why should I have to tell you?!! You haven't even been asking about me, or bothering to ask what was wrong with me!"

"Because I thought you were just depressed again, so it didn't matter!!"

"OH SO BASICALLY MY DEPRESSION DOESNT MATTER?!

Wow that just shows how phoney you really are."

"That is BEYOND THE POINT!" She yelled at me.

"Where the fuck is this Cresant guy?! His bitch ass must've bailed on you."

"Don't fucking say that!"

"We'll it's the truth Jacob! It's what all the fucking niggas do! That "I'm different" shit ain't real. And you lost your virginity. Which you'll never get back!"

"First of all THE CONDOM BROKE! IT ISNT MY FAULT HIS FUCKING SOLDIERS IMPLANTED THIS SHIT INSIDE OF ME!"

"Let me tell you something:

A B O R T I O N YOU FUCKTARD!"

"I'm sorry, but I don't wanna hear what you have to say until you tell me the truth about my father." I rolled my eyes, marching my way up the steps.

"EXCUSE ME?!" My mom pulled be by my sleeve, dragging be back to my original spot on the main floor.

"I TOLD YOU THE GOD DAMN TRUTH!"

"Why are you lying?"

"I'm not!"

"We'll then why are you yelling to prove yourself if you aren't lying?"

"... That's not the point...!"

I turned to face her, planting my hands in my hoodie pockets.

"Tell me the truth."

"I did tell the truth Jacob. I'm not lying."

"Yes you are."

"Ya know what?!" She raised her voice once again, while walking over to her key link that hung by the door.

"I'm leaving. Good day you bitch nigga."

She then open the door, making her way out, while shutting it with anger.

I was beyond pissed off, but ya know what?

Who gives a shit, I'm hungry.

~

I moved around, half asleep in my room, while I heard the creaking of my window.

I decided to open a window to let a breeze in, only the screen was still locked.

But wait? It sounded like it was opening? Or being opened?

Ignoring it out of sleep amnesia, I propped my head differently on my pillow, while wrapping one hand around my head and one around my small baby bump.

That's becoming a habit lately.

Feeling the bed dip down in weight, I turned my head slightly, squinting like a blind person.

"Chres?" I scrunched up my nose.

I could only see his glowing eyes, and some of his body, but it seemed more pale than usual.

"Go back to sleep okay?" He laid next to me, while wrapping his arms around my waist.

I nodded, still confused and dazed as ever.

But, when your half asleep, you can't comprehend anything anyway.

He pecked my cheek, while wrapping his arms around my waist.

And I fell asleep once again.

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