being the little brother.

Will we ever be the same

Jay pov
Ive just woken up from a weird dream but I can't remember what it was. I try like I do every time I wake up to move. It works. I can finally move each of my limbs but I'm to scared to open my eyes. Over the time of my coma I've realized how little I remember from before. My parents were found alive, Erik and I freaked out, i jumped on a bus and when the driver realized I had no cash he dropped me of in a wooded area. I remember being enclosed in darkness even before falling unconscious. I remember moving and that's a bout it. Nothing else.
What of my parents were in the room? I can't look at them. I'm a falier they don't deserve a looser like me. I shouldn't have run away anyway. Every one will be so disappointed in me. I was being so selfish I don't deserve any love. I don't deserve anything.
No one loves me they all know I'm useless and only getting in the way. Thy hate me and I hate me to.
I hear someone enter the room. Or maybe exit the room. I can't tell but soon my hand is grasped. In shock I open my eyes and meet sams. He's been crying. His face is puffy and red. As he notices me awake he pulls my head into his shoulder and starts wailing.
"I'm so sorry for lying jay. I didn't mean to hurt you. I can't believe I let this happen to you I'm so sorry. I'm never letting you go again" then I hear other people and here appears Erik and jake.
Jake steps outside and Erik looks at me as if trying to keep tears back.

Jakes pov
I can't believe he's finally awake. I'm just outside the room and I burst out crying. I can't believe he's finally alive again. But I can't show him me crying he always blames himself for the smallest things. I love him soo much I cant believe we're in this crappy senario.
Our parents the ones who ruined our lives are no we're to be found. None of us acknowledged them when they were back. There only strangers interfering in our lives but now I fear for our lives. We don't know we're they are and that's a bit danger. They've been very close to killing all of us on many occasions and we cannot let that happen.
I can still here the two of them crying inside. I decide to go and get a drink for jay he's probably dehydrated. As I get to the main area I see bailey sitting head down on the desk. He has been really troubled lately because his old friend nick is in some bother and so is jay he's really torn up about what to do. I go and sit by him.
"Hi bailey" my voice was croaky and quite"
"Hi" he sniffed
"Jays just woken up. I'm going to get a drink and see him do you want to go to?"
"Yes please" he passed my a tissue clearly I was still crying. I grabbed a drink and headed upstairs with bailey.

Baileys pov
I'm overjoyed that jay has just woken up but I'm also overwhelmed at the amount going on. My old friend nick just gave me a call and he's really struggling with his living. He has 7 sibling, and alcoholic, drug addict neglecting and Abuseve mother. Then there's jay who is depressed and ill. I don't know what to do.
Me and Jake enter his room and I see Erik and Sam hugging and crying all over him. I start crying as I look at them. I can't believe we're all in this situation. I catch a glimpse of sams face and it's cold. He's still suffering and it's really easy to see. He's not crying he's almost hiding. Will we ever be the same?

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