being the little brother.

Lets catch you up

3 months later

Jays pov
I talk now. But I'm still kinda shaky. I don't like people I guess you could say. I just haven't had a good experience with them. So I stay away from people and people stay away from me. I go to school kinda. I go every Monday and Thursday and I sit in a class all alone and I do small work in there. I don't have a teacher really but there are teachers there.
I with I could say my brothers went back to being popular and having a great time but sadly not. And I blamed myself. If I hadn't ran off into that woods they'd be fine. Jake is very quiet. Not as much as me but he's not as alive as he used to be and Sammy is different. He seems hardened by the experience. He's very protective almost like Jake used to be. And as for Erik, we haven't seen him since. He's abandoned us like mum and dad. Can't say I blame him.
My epilepsy you would have thought for worse but the nice people from the hospital gave me much better medication and I haven't had one since. My asthma is under control but my social anxiety has sky rocketed. I can't even talk to people or really hold eye contact unless your my Brother or the therapist I see. I like them. They understand me.
Today's a Wednesday which is nice. I'm sitting in this apartment which we're sharing with a nice couple until Jake gets a job. It's nice here the two people, Jane and Austin are very nice to us. I'm going to miss them when they go. Bailey had to go away for a while but he's back now which is great. I love hanging out at his house. He tells me stories about this kid called nick and his really huge family back we're he used to live. He says "can't go nowhere without finding people to help can I?"
I still don't know we're my parents are not Erik but I'm not gonna let that stop me.

Ik this was a really short chapter but I've had writers black for ages. I've finally got some more ideas so hopefully longer and more frequent updates so come
Jay