Okay I'm sorry for the title but I don't know what she would've called it , its not mine , but it includes some of my things , she hasn't published it , and I don't think she will , don't tell her its here !
It's hard to smile with this gun in my mouth
And all I can taste is your name
It's hard to laugh with this vodka in my throat
This time there is no shame
It's hard to cry when you're numb inside
And you can't even feel the pain
This time I'm going for it and there's no one to stop me
Do you want to die because I do too
Do you miss me at night or do you sleep right through?
You think you care?
You're killing me fast
Take away her love and see how long I last
It's hard to smile with this gun in my mouth
My fingers in the trigger and my last breath your name
The hot tears on my now forever cold face
Take me back to my happy place
YOU ARE READING
The Big Book of Poems
PoetryPoems to be enjoyed on your own , or in company , with a cat or a dog , when you're sad , or when you're happy .
