Another one aimed at my girlfriend , telling someone you love them is a big step , it's unveiling all those emotions and putting them in a place where they can be used against you - now imagine they're not feeling the same...
I love you
Shes not saying that
Why ?
Just coz
But it's beautiful
Connecting
Spiralling
confusing
Shes not saying it
And then I bleed
The kind of bleed that your body can't take and your mind can't accept
The kind of pain that proves you can weep for days
The kind of cry that shakes out your deepest thoughts and feelings
The kind of hurt that scars your arms , legs and heart
Then you wish
Wish for something new
Something distracting
A sky that's actually blue
You hope
Hope that the world isn't really grey
It's not caught in the middle
It'll change someday
But then u accept
You change
You grow
The colours come back a little
It's not all a show
Now you wonder
What would've happened
What did she think
What made you say it
You weren't prepared
You hadn't thought
You just blurted it out
Scared her away
Her loss not mine
Now I can see
green yellow red
Not quite so grey
Not as bad as I said
YOU ARE READING
The Big Book of Poems
ŞiirPoems to be enjoyed on your own , or in company , with a cat or a dog , when you're sad , or when you're happy .
