The Internship

Chapter Fourteen

Everyone except Jisu and Jimin went out for career reasons. Jisu stood in her room, organizing papers for work. While Jimin stood in his, frustratingly punching his wall.

'Does she not see it?! How blind and isolated could she be!?'

Jimin kept punching, veins popping out his arms, and knuckles starting to bruise.

"I know that she knows, she has to realize the feelings."

He gave one last punch, before finally sitting down, tired and sweaty. He rubbed a hand through his hair, and ruffled it in frustration.

'I'm gonna tell her, right now.'

Jimin stood up, and roughly swung his door open, making it hit the wall. You could hear his large footsteps against the living room floor, making his way towards Jisu's room.

Approaching the door fiercely and quickly, he gave a hard knock and opening it at the same time.

"Jisu!"

She jumped in fear from Jimins sudden outburst, putting a hand over her chest.

"Jimin calm down, you scared me."

Jisu went back to organizing, ignoring Jimin. Until he pushed all the papers onto the floor, making her scream in frustration.

"Jimin! What the hell is wrong with you?! It took me forever to organize-"

"Shut up and listen to me!"

He slammed his fist onto her desk, startling her.

"How come you don't acknowledge me!? How come you ignore the way I feel about you, and the hints that I give off?! How is it that when I give you a loving hug, you return it with a friendly pat on the back?! And why is it you freaked out during Christmas time when that man jokingly put a mistletoe over our heads?! Did you not realize how bad I wanted to actually kiss you?! But no, you laughed it off and took the whole thing as a big joke! Jisu, I have feelings for you that I can't explain! But you won't acknowledge them, will you!? If you haven't then, why would you now!? This is all bullshit!"

Jimin pushed down her desk, making it hit the floor harshly. He was heavily breathing from anger, and Jisu just stood with her arms crossed.

After moments of silence, Jimin finally realized what he just did. He looked at the scattered papers on the floor, and the desk he threw down, laying sideways. He looked up at Jisu who had disappointment and a little fear written all over her face.

"Jisu, I'm sorry..."

Jimin looked down, letting a tear roll down his cheek, while approaching Jisu calmly. She pulled back from him, sighing.

"Don't touch me."

She spoke coldly towards him. Jimin ignored her small protest, and just hugged her. Jisu kept her arms to the side, not hugging back.

"Please at leaat listen to me."

Jisu sighed to herself, letting him proceed with his words.

"I already know you won't pick me, I can tell. Especially after what I just did with my sudden outburst. But let me say what I want to say off my chest. You're an amazing, beautiful person who has tugged at my heart for quite a while now. All I wanna say is that, I love you. If you don't except my feelings, that's understandable. But, at least stay my friend."

By the time Jimin finished, he was already sobbing into Jisu's shoulder, feeling guilt around his whole body. Jisu lightly hugged Jimin, comforting him.

"Jimin, look at me."

He picked his head up, and looked her in the eyes, with a red face.

"Well one, stop sobbing so much, it's kind of embarrassing to watch you do that."

Jimin took in a deep breath, and wiped his eyes.

"And two, I have been feeling this way for everyone. It's been hurting me, and frustrating me as well. I don't know who I'll end up with honesty. But I can promise you this, no matter what, I'll be your friend and by your side."

Jisu tightly hugged him, rubbing his back. Jimin squeezed his eyes shut, trying to contain anymore tears.

"Oh and you're reorganizing all my papers. That was for work, and for the manager."

She slapped his back hard, making him grunt from pain.

"I think I'll go out and get something to drink while you fix up my stuff."

Jisu grabbed her bag off her bed, and put it over her shoulder, smiling.

"See you later!"

Jimin watched her walk out, sighing. He started picking up all the papers while thinking to himself repeatedly.

'Jimin, you're such a dumbass.'

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I hated this chapter. I didn't know how to make this one better honestly
._. Hopefully next ones will be much better.