The house of Bangtan was tense, and quiet. No joking, no talking, nothing. Eveyone kept to themselves, and only glared when contact was made. Jhope heard his phone buzz against the kitchen counter, and moved to pick it up. He saw a message from Jisu, and opened it with hesitation.
'Just letting you know I landed...I'm sorry.'
His cheeks flushed red with anger, and sadness. Instead of replying, he closed his messenger, and walked into his room.
Since he shared the room, he was happy no one was in there for now, and just laid down, with the blanket over his whole body. Hoseok felt his eyes water, feeling buried in feelings he didn't want. The girl he had strong feelings for suddenly left, and his best friends were about to snap any second.
Rap Monster sat in the studio, keeping his head on the soundboard. He sat there with no inspiration, and nothing coming to mind.
'Ever since Jisu left, I've drawn a blank in music. I can't even come up with a set of lyrics, or a beat.'
Suga was on the chair next to his, writing and scratching out lyrics. They weren't really lyrics, and more like pleas and cries of desperation. Words showing pain and frustration, and love/hate feelings. He felt guilt build up inside him for the things he said after her leaving. He already knew as well, everyone will bark at each other in the home.
"I'm going back."
Namjoon spoke in a calm, distressed tone. Suga looked up at him, as he watched him zip his jacket up half way, prepping to leave.
"Going back? We have to get at least one song done tonight. If we delay it, we will most likely get chewed out by the manager."
"Well obviously we both don't have motivation. Knowing me and you, we would have gotten 3 songs done tonight. But I'm here without any rhythm, and you're here without rhyme. So, let's just call it a night."
Namjoon shrugged, pushing in his chair, and heading for the door. As his hand landed upon the handle, the other spoke up with a low, partially saddened tone.
"You do know this is because of Jisu leaving, right? Let's be honest, we all had it out for her since we laid eyes on her. She's beautiful, kind, and just perfect in my eyes. I'm pretty sure you all said the same. 7 guys staying up and waiting for a girl to come back is not just mere friendship or care. It's called an attachment on love. And you and I both know that, ever since she left, everyone has just been in a shitty attitude. Not even hours after she left, Jin and Tae decided to damn near have a brawl in our living room."
As he finished speaking, Namjoon turned around silently. After moments of just staring at the ground, he let his eyes become glossy with tears.
"I feel like this shit is all my fault. I'm the one that told her if she feels she has to go for her sanity, then go. But I mean, am I not right?! Shouldn't she be able to go if she mentally feels uncomfortable? Jisu didn't want to leave. She told me she loves us, and loves it here. She said leaving would be really hard for her, considering this is her home. But she said all the confessions of love and pressure of having to choose is the reason why she wants to go. And I'm pretty sure she would have still been here, had I not given her the courage."
By the time his speech ended, a few tears let loose. Yoongi stood up, and walked over to him, giving comfort.
"Hey come on. It's not your fault, so don't even come to that conclusion. To be honest, out of anger, I called her an ungrateful bitch when I saw her plane take off. But right after the words came out my mouth, I instantly felt a pang in my chest. I knew I didn't mean what I said, not at all. The guilt has been eating at me ever since. So don't let your 'guilt' eat at you. You did nothing wrong Namjoon. You are the leader, so be one, and keep this group together. Because the way it's going, I see everyone becoming fed up, and leaving. Please, don't let that happen. Try working on the song if you can. While you do, I'll be spamming Jisu with calls and texts, trying to get her back here. Lord knows we need her here."
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A/N: I know, I haven't updated for a month, and that this is a short chapter. But I have just been so stuck on how to make this story have a good ending, that I didn't want to put anything till I was sure. Sorry about that to whoever is reading this! Also, sorry about the chapter .-.
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The Internship
Fanfiction"My name is Jisu, and I'm an intern for a wild, confusing, blindly torturing set of boys." Sometimes your instinct never kicks in for the right choice.
