The Internship

Chapter Eighteen

"Jisu-ah, I am so sorry for yesterday."

Suga pouted as he wrapped his arms around Jisu's neck, rocking her like a teddy bear while she sat. He kept a whining tone, as if he were a toddler.

"I was just afraid that stupid Jungkook was gonna hurt poor little weak Jisu!"

Jisu kept a poker face, keeping all annoyed emotions contained.

'Did he just say weak?'

"But I'll make it up to you! Since it's dark and late, let's go to the beach! No one is out at night on the beach. And, you can't recognize our faces in the dark."

Suga said with joy, walking over in front of Jisu face to face. She looked away, a smirk appearing.

"I don't know Yoongi."

He already knew she was agreeing, but teasing. Knowing so, he pulled her out of the chair she sat in, and practically threw her to her bedroom.

"Good, now dress comfortably yet appropriately!"

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Jisu wore a long sleeved grey shirt, and denim shorts. Along with her usual black beanie over her hair. She found Suga sitting on the couch with his head back, and eyes closed, ear buds blasting music into his ears. She walked over to the wide furniture, and pulled one out from his ear, catching his attention.

"Oh you're ready? About time, damn."

He gave a sly laugh, standing up, earning a glare from the girl. He ignored it, and started walking towards the front door.

"Well let's go!"

Jisu gave a confused look, checking around for the other boys.

"Wait, what about the others? Won't they question us being out so late?"

She slowly walked over to Suga, still looking behind her at the other bedroom doors. He linked his arm around hers, opening the door.

"I'll make sure to text them after we leave. If we tell them now, they'll want to come. I don't want them to for this trip."

Suga cut the conversation dead right there, leaving Jisu quiet with little worry.

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As the waves crashed while adding background noise, the two walked along the shore, chatting away.

"Sometimes, I would like to backhand the whole group. Like that day you came over for the first time, I was so embarrassed. All I could do was blush, and sit there while containing my anger. Well, I blushed for two reasons. One, I was angry from the idiots, the animals. And two, all I thought was 'there is a beautiful girl standing here, and she just witnessed all of this.'"

Jisu gave a laugh, throwing her head back, patting his forearm.

"It wasn't even that bad Yoongi."

"Wasn't that bad? I had a girl dancing hope obsessed kid in the back, a boy who is idiotic and constantly checks himself out, and two young ones who act like toddlers, making a loud mess. The only sane one at the point other than me, was Namjoon. And Jin is bringing home our new beautiful kind intern, into a damn barn full of fat cows."

Suga finished with a firm tone, while Jisu was already on the sand floor, laughing at his outburst. He bent down near her, poker faced.

"What's so funny about this? I'm serious!"

"It's the fact that you are taking this all too serious!"

She took a deep breath, standing up again along with Suga.

"Do you want to know my thoughts on that first impression?"

Suga nodded, sitting on dry sand while motioning for Jisu to do the same. She sat, and continued speaking.

"The first thing I thought when I walked through that door, and saw all of you was, 'Is this really them?' And not in a way of disgust. But, in a way where I was relieved."

He gave her a look, questioning her.

"What do you mean?"

"To be honest, I thought you all would be some bitchy idols. You guys have so much fame, many supportive and loving fans. I thought you would all be those idols who let that get to their heads. But when Jin guided me to your home, and opened the door to children, I felt happy, and already liked you guys. You were all just dorks living out your dream."

Suga sighed, wrapping his arm around her shoulders, pulling her in to lean on him.

"I had a first impression on you as well, as an intern. I thought we would have an intern who was mad at life, and was really rude towards us all, not wanting to have anything to do with us. But then Jin introduced you, with a smile plastered on your face. You seemed really kind and happy, which made me feel better about who you would be. But I have to be honest with you."

Jisu looked up, curiosity taking over. Eyes feeling heavy from relaxation.

"What is it?"

Suga sighed, speaking lowly.

"I have trouble talking with girls, like extremely. I can't even look them in the eyes without feeling nervous, and blushing like crazy. I was secretly hoping our intern would be a guy, so I wouldn't have any problems. But then I saw you walk through, a pretty girl, and I said 'great'. I did realize something after I greeted you. Yes I did blush, and yes I was shy. But, I didn't feel sick, and I could actually speak to you. After just one day, I didn't even feel my symptoms. In this process of spending time with you, I have developed feelings for you. Secretly competing with the others, just to earn a few minutes with you. I remember the hotel room, we were about to kiss, which made me question my actions and how they would turn out. At the same time, I thought I was finally able to be with you, which made me happy. But then that dick V decided to knock for play time, what a child. Anyways, I want you to know how I feel, how I desire you. I think I would be extremely pissed and jealous, if you chose any of the other boys. But I know you'll maybe-"

Suga looked down, to find Jisu sound asleep against him, breathing in sync.

'This girl didn't hear a word, did she...'

He gave a frustrated sigh, until he felt smaller arms wrap around him, snuggling into his torso. He smiled and leaned his head back, staring at the dark sky, decorated with glittering stars.

'Maybe it just wasn't meant to be more than the relationship we already have.'

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(A/N)
I hope this chapter was okay, I tried my best with it ._.