The Stolen Innocent Boy | Joshler✓

7

I woke up to my mother speaking, no, sobbing out. It was far but I knew that voice anywhere it was the one that taught me to speak, walk, shave, sing, dance. She told me she would love me even if I don't love myself.

I sat straight and looked for her, I wanted her to hug me, I wanted her to rub my hair and tell me I was okay but when I used my stiff limb and walked pass Josh who was just sitting where his sleeping bag once was I tripped on myself and fell

I grunted and pushed myself on my side "mom" I moaned out "help me" I dropped to the floor and for a second I thought it was her lifting me up but it was just Josh
"Jish" I grunted touching my shoulder "where is she?"

"She's not here. It was on the tv, it was just the News"

"Let me see her " I used Josh's body to help myself up and I made it to the door, Josh followed behind me while I rushed to the over room, I saw Patrick with a laptop, my mom voice booming out, he stood up and got back as I fliped the laptop to face me.

"Please just Bring my Son home, Tyler Joseph, Please I'll pay whatever please!" I dropped on the chair and sobbed with her, she was just as beautiful as I last saw her, my mom didn't deserve this. My step dad held her so carefully and my brother and sister stood next to them.

"Why did you play that?" I hear Josh whisper

"Brendon told me to figure out anything and everything the police know, I didn't think Tyler could hear"

I dropped my forehead on the keyboard as my family faded away, Patrick slid his computer away and I screamed into the table.

"Well we're Leaving today, Melanie left last night and Pete wants me to do the con with him"

"Okay Pat" Josh sighed and touched the shoulder he hasn't injured yet while I was still crying

He trailed his fingers down my arm and to my banded wrist I could hear the handcuffs jingle as he locked my body to the leg of the table.

The rest of he morning I could hear them pack of there stuff while I hide my face behind the stuff they stacked on the table, somewhere between then and now Brendon and the rest of their little group came down and helped, agnoring me completely until they began to remove the stuff they so carefully put in duffle bags around me and put them in cars.

"So I'll go and pawn this stuff, I can drop you and Patrick off at the train station"

"Okay " the was a pause, I lifted my head up and looked at them through my red puffy eyes "what about.."

"Josh will have to bring Tyler back to the hide out until they agree"

"That was alittle dirty of us.."

"I guess humans are just greety by nature. " Brendon finally turned and looked at me too "where's Josh? He's suppose to.." Brendon trailed off and sighed "that kid.." Brendon walked away with a huff

"What's wrong?" I asked softly standing up straight, I shifted farther off the chair so my arms wasn't being pulled

"Josh is um, always off in his own world forgets to do his job"

"He didn't forget to kidnap me"
I narrowed my eyes and layed my body back down, I could hear my heartbeat though the wood. Isn't that strange.

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Thump

Thump

Thump

Thump

Thump

My heart wouldn't shut up, giving me the same sound every second, doesn't it want to speak, say something, I can feel the pain in it, it so desperately wants to scream it wants to hurt something but all it does is thump.

"Let's go" Josh unlocked the handcuffs connected to the table.

Thump

I stood up and followed behind him my heart still beating

Every step I took

Thump

Made me wanna scream

Thump thump

I stared at Josh's hair, mine was now gone.

Thump thump thump

They stole that too

Thump thump thump
Thump thump thump

Josh turned and looked at me before he opened the door, his chocolate pools of a cold stares seemed different then when I first saw them in the car mirror, no hate, no worry, no annoyance. Just empty. It was pretty.

My heart began to calm down a
With one look at his face

"Ready?" He asked

"No" I shook my head

He grinned and opened the door leading me to the cat though this time I wasn't in the trunk, I crawled in the back and he cuffed me to the car door.

"Josh my shoulder hurts" with my free hand I rubbed below it

"I don't have anything, Brendon took everything when he left. Do you think here's something else I can do?"

I frowned  "my mom.." I looked away and blushed "use to kiss it when I was younger"

I looked back and he smiled softly with a rosey blushed he leaned in and kissed where he shot me.

Thump
Thump
Thump

My heart could jump out and break my rib cage.

"How 'bout now?"

"Better" I smiled.