Normal Days || Taegi

Chapter 2: Flashback

Back in highschool, I was dating this guy who was the complete opposite of me. Even though people were treating us the same, I can tell that he got more attention just because he was more handsome than me. And that just because he was more smarter than me. Everytime I'm around him, people always take him away from me. Especially girls who were flirting with him. But the most hurtful thing that I had experienced that time, was that he actually acted like I didn't exist. He went with the girls flirting with him. I honestly felt like...

I wanted to die.

I didn't think of it at first. Making cuts on my arms. That's why I have these marks.

.folds up right and left sleeve showing a lot of healed cuts on both of my arms which makes Taehyung flinch and gag just by looking at them.

I endured the pain for more than 2 years. I didn't care that he was with another girl. Or guy. The only thing I cared about was him being able to have time for me. Ubfortunately, that didn't happen. I was walking down the hallway, while people were staring at me and started to whisper. I didn't care though since they haven't changed my future, yet, since those rumors spreading were probably false. But however, the next event actually changed my life. A arm grabbed me into the males bathroom and this guy pins me to the wall.

"Suga. I don't think this relationship will work anymore.'
He tells me in a cold and stern way"

"W-what do you m-mean...?"

"I've found someone better than you. From now on, Delete all of my contacts on your phone, stop looking at my posts, and never t-talk to me ever again. Got it?"

'B-But..."

"No buts."

"SUNGWOON, WHAT DID I EVER DO TO YOU?! I WASN'T EVEN ABLE TO TALK TO YOU OR ANYTHING BECAUSE OF THE OTHERS FLIRTING WIH YOU! TELL ME SUNGWOON, TELL ME, WHAT HAVE I DONE TO MAKE YOU BREAK UP WITH ME!'

He gulped, succesfully holding back his tears.

"You want to know real bad?"

"OF COURSE SUNGWOON"

He tilts his head to the right, scoffed, and says

"You d-disgust me."

"You disgust me Suga."

"God even saying your name makes me sick."

"I knew it."
I said.

"Okay, let's break up. I hope you are finally happy with that hoe or whoever, or whatever you're dating."

Back to narrating.

I pushed him causing him to loose his balance a bit and I run far away from the restroom. Ever since that day, I knew that more cuts will be hidden and more whispers will be heard. It was only until I graduated that I finally found my happiness. It was also until the day I auditioned for Big Hit. Until the day I saw BTS-

"I-I'm sorry... I was focusing too much on my story, this was suppose to cheer you up I-I'm sorr-"

"It's okay Suga-hyung, your story taught me one thing."
Taehyung said gently, comforting me.

"And what's that supposed to be...?"

"That I'm not alone."

I suddenly feel two arms wrapped around me. I slightly turn to my right, to see ocean blue hair flowing across my shoulder. And to see the person I love embracing me with tears in his eyes. We were so close to each other, that I could feel his heated breath blowing against my hair. I could even feel his heart pounding, knowing that he feels the same way makes me happy. But... These voices in my head says the opposite.

He doesn't love you Yoongi, it's because of your fault.

You can't even express your feelings. What a shame. What. A. Shame.

He will never love you, even if he did, he might as well gave up on you.

He's given you hope Yoongi, and you like to throw it away. Just like the beer bottles that you always hide from the others.

When can you just give up?

No more hope for Yoongi
No more love for Taehyung

Meanwhile, another voice supports your feelings. It tries to help you. It tries its best to let you know that people around you love you. Especially Taehyung. However, you can only hear the opposites.

The discrimination.

The insults.

You try your best to think about yourself for awhile. You ended up thinking about the bad and the good ones. Not knowing which side to choose. You finally thought to yourself that the day you truly found yourself,

Was until the day I saw you...

I wished I wanted to tell you this. But I knew that you liked another person. I was too scared to admit my feelings for you. Scared that I might get rejected by the person I love the most for more than years. I wish I could tell you this, Taehyung.

I wish that you could love me.

The same way that I love you.

Authors Notes

omo this is so cringey af why am I writing this

I didn't proof read it again

Since when do I even proof read my stuff

Word count: 901 words.

WOw that's small.
AISHHHHHHHH
I hate myself for making Ha Sung-Woon the ex omo please forgive me i hate myself even more for making him rude in this oh god