Deathwish || Gerard way X Reader (Still In Writing)

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Gerards POV:

It was three in the morning and i woke up to violent banging on the window of my shitty little appartment. Instead of processing the fact that someone could be trying to break in like a normal person, I lay in bed and mumbled quietly to myself in annoyance. I had a nice quiet two minutes but the banging was soon to return. I groaned and got out of bed and pulled on some sweats over my boxers and a baggy, plain black shirt. The banging didnt stop and it was starting to fuck with my head.

"Shut the fuck up!" I yelled in the direction of the window "Im coming!"

Annoyed, I grabbed my Pistol from under my bed and walked over lazily to the front door and informed the anonymous person that i had a gun, earning myself a loud and annoyed groan.

"What do you want!"

"Yo, dont shoot!"

We said at the same time. It was my brother mikey. I havnt seen him for a while. He was ths only person in my life who I genuinly loved and even though my life is shit, my one wish in life is that he lives a good one. Maybe get a wife and a few kids who he'll love as much as I love him.

"Mikey... how have you been?" I asked inviting him in.

"Not the best but i can cope" He smiled off.

"What? Who hurt you?" I asked putting down the gun that he was eyeing.

He chuckled and sat himself down on my old couch that probably smelt something like a mix of weed and vomit. "Tough breakup. Thats all." He told me playing it off.

Poor mikey. I was genuinly prepared to kill a bitch.

"Oh... im sorry to hear that." I Mumbled. "Its late i need sleep. I have errands to run in the morning. You can stay now that youre here" I offered.

"Sounds nice" He replied. To my suprise he just complied and didnt make a single comment about me sobering up. I knew it wouldnt last long but I appriciated it.

"Right... come help me with the fold out mattress?"

Y/Ns POV:

"Y/N! WE'RE GONNA BE LATE!" Frank yelled while violently shaking me awake.

I yawned and tried to push him off as he was still shaking me but I had very little strength as I was still so tired.

"We have 15 minutes to reach Downtown! C'mon Y/N hurry up!" Frank panicked. It was normaly me trying to get Frank out of bed so this was definetly a change.

I grabbed an iron maiden shirt, some marroon coloured jeans and my trusty hoodie. I grabbed a pack of Mints and ran to the car where frank was waiting.

I felt as if I was half asleep throughout the endless journey down town but the thought of seeing our most atractive customer brought me a little bit of joy.

As we reached the alley that we ussualy deal in I reached into my goodie bag and noticed that something was missing. Gerard wanted to try something new so frank recommended LSD and since i wasnt used to bringing it I must have forgot to pack it. I told Frank and he nervously giggled to himself as we aproached Gerard leaning on the hood of his car with a Cigar between his lips. He had a black and white stripy top, a black denim jacket and some black jeans. Not only was he a hot guy who has good taste in fashion, he was a hot guy with good taste in fashion who was going to get mad without what he asked for.

"Have fun Kat" Frank smiled tapping my shoulder.

"Wait? Why me!" I argued. If I could finnaly talk to him I wouldn't compain but this wasnt like Franl to let me talk to Gerard.

"Well I know two things about Gerard. When he's pissed he'll hit a guy and I also know that when hes pissed he wont hit a girl so have fun!" Frank informed biting his lip a little. Great.

As I stepped out of the car Gerard pulled his sunglasses off and Greeted me.

"Its been a while since we spoke huh."

"Guess it has been... and the ussual" I asked hoping he forgot his extra orders.

"I need to get back to my little brother before he notices im gone so I can't stay long, and yeah the ussual" He told me while dropping his cig and stomping it oit.

"Your brother not into the whole drug thing im guessing" I asked.

"Not really, hes normaly pressuring me to stop and go clean, even though I know my limits..."

Frank and I sold to Gerard all the time and with the shit he buys and how often he does it, there is no way this guy knows his limits.

"... I think the break up he just had is distracting him" He sighed handing me the money as we traded goods.

Hopefuly this small talk would distract him.

"I mean... I just got out of a relationship a few months back so I know what getting distracted is like." I Sighed, ignoring Franks Violent window tapping.

"Dam, mind me asking why he left." Gerard asked, leaning forwards.

I paused for a moment and just stared at the ground.

"Because of this" I almost laughed looking around "Because this is my job and I lied to him, told him that i worked at fucking wallmart." I blurted out, failing at not tearing up. "But i guess I just gotta move on" I Sighed.

I looked up and noticed Gerard looking directly at me with a look that showed that he cared.

"Well if you ever wanna talk about it more, you know where I live" He grinned before getting into his car and driving off.