Never Turn back ANIKA

Part 16: PAIN

shivaay can't able to sleep for the whole night thinking about anika and whatever she blabbered when she was drunk, soon anika walked lazily from her room still in a drunken state where shivaay stood up from the bed and asked her what happened? 

I don't want to sleep lonely... it's scaring... - she said where shivaay remained silent and watched her where anika came and slept on his chest where shivaay was little confused with his feelings whether to adore her or console her. he held her in the most protective way and slept peacefully. 

sunrises where shivaay opened his eyes and adored to see anika who was sleeping by holding his shirt button, shivaay kept anika on the bed and left to the kitchen not before kissing her forehead and prepared lime juice for anika and went to the room to give it to her, but he can't find her.

anika... - he called her soon he heard crying sound from the bathroom, he rushed and knocked on the door.   

i ... messed up - anika cried where shivaay remained confused and kept on knocking the door. 

anika... come outside ... you didn't do anything wrong... open the door at least... - shivaay requested her where he heard the crying sound. 

anika ... I will count up to three ... you have to open the door otherwise I will break the door.. - shivaay said in a cold tone where he heard the door opening and he rested back. 

anika opened the door by bowing her down where tears are running out continuously from her eyes where he raised his hands to wipe her tears and anika gestured to stop. 

anika what happened? - shivaay asked her with teary eyes on seeing her condition.

I messed up everything... - anika said in a lower tone.

shivaay took a deep breath and said: "you didn't do any sin, you just confessed the feelings and it's not a sin ... understand..."

where anika walked away and ignored where he followed with confusion and yelled: "anika ... listen to me... if you forgot I will remind you ... you promised me that you never turn back to your past" where she became impatient and turned towards him.

shivaay ... stop it... just stop it... - she yelled while keeping her shivering finger in her mouth with bloodshot eyes where shivaay remained silent.

what do you know about me? Do you have any idea what I have gone through in my life? - anika yelled at him where tears started to flow from his eyes uncontrollably...

I just shared only 75% of my life ... if you heard the rest you will decide on your own to leave me forever... - anika yelled and turned back to her room.

I will never ever leave you anika... - he yelled which made anika's anger to reach its extent. 

stop it shivaay... just stop it... I am cursed shivaay ... - anika said where it shook shivaay for a while.

oh ... stop this anika... - he yelled and dragged anika's hand to him where she jerked it off. 

listen to me carefully Mr. Oberoi ... Whomever I love... will either leave me or will die... - anika said where shivaay remained numb and he can't able to think anything beyond and connected it with Shreya when anika said about being cursed.

"just because your best friend died ...(anika cut)" - shivaay said in a calm tone.

"shut up ... not any words about Shreya" - anika yelled.

"why I should stop? it's all happening because of her... you're blaming it on yourself" - shivaay yelled.

shivaay ... please, not any words about Shreya ... please - anika said in a requesting tone while holding her hands.