Sons of Anarchy Imagines: Jax Teller

Imagine Being Jax's Sister

You were pacing around Redwoody like a crazy person.

"I'm sure they'll be back soon," Lyla weakly smiled.

You could barely process anything that was going on and no response escaped your lips.
The front door opens and you jump at the heel.

"Thank god," you rushed over, "Chibs- What the hell is going on? I can't get ahold of my mother- and I'm hearing all this stuff on the radio..."

The exhausted Scotsman slumped by you looking as though the weight of the entire world was on his shoulders.
"Come have a drink with me kiddo."

Your chest began to ache, seeing a man you have looked up to your whole life look completely shattered could only mean bad news.

"Chibs..." Slowly, you followed him to the bar, "Where's my brother? Where's Jax?"

Grabbing a bottle of Jameson, he gestured toward the new chapel, "Come on."

Upon stepping in, you knew everything was about to change, you could feel it, and you didn't like it.
Pouring the both of you a shot, he stood holding yours out for you. You downed it, knowing fully well you were more than likely going to need it.

"Jackie boy- He uh..." Chibs stared down, tears beginning to form, "took a ride out on the 580..."

The way he looked up at you, he didn't need to say another word, you didn't need to hear it, you already knew what it meant.
Your legs instantly went weak and before you take another breath you felt the ground. Next you felt arms around you, rocking you back and forth, then you went numb.
The numbness lasted about two whole minutes before everything flooded in all at once.

You were completely and utterly broken.

[Written in 2015]