My soul as an Artist

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This is more of an Author's note not a Sonic story I just wanted to share a few things with you all about Artists, I am one. I'm not just a story writer. If you all want to see some of my works my Deviantart account is: Shadow45790 yes it's mostly Sonic fan art.

(You can also look it up on Google images but some of the art that pops up isn't mine on the Google images, I made a lot of art so it might get mixed with other people's works.)
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Rushing work;
So i'be been having problems with people saying " Hurry up" when I'm working on a piece, this happened mostly with my dad not with other people.
The time I can remember my dad doing this was when we were carving pumpkins.
Guys, DO NOT TRY AND RUSH PEOPLE IF THEY ARE USING A SHARP OBJECT. MOST INJURIES ARE CAUSED BECAUSE YOU'RE NOT PAYING ATTENTION. YOU DON'T TELL A PERSON WHO IS CARVING WOOD TO HURRY UP SO DON'T DO IT TO AN ARTIST EITHER whether it's wood or a pumpkin don't tell anyone to hurry up on a piece. Anyway back to my story: I was working on a Sonic Unleashed carving in my pumpkin, I had the outline and everything, we only had two knives out for carving, my dad had to help my siblings and my step brother got to carve his own. I was waiting for a while for my turn, I was the last one to carve.
My dad gave no one else crap for their design but to me, he kept on telling me to hurry up.

Also saying " Every year you do an Extravagant Sonic carving on a pumpkin." And also this: "Does everything have to be Sonic related?"

I was so close to just stabbing the pumpkin into chunks after he kept pressing me to hurry up on my work, if I got injured by the knife I would of blamed him because he was taking away my focus and also giving me so much stress that night but I continued knowing that it would look amazing once it's finished I couldn't let him get the best of me I'm sure that's what he wanted was for me to crumble and smash my creation in front of him and the rest of the family.....

Just because someone sees your art as a waste of time doesn't mean it is, you put your time and effort into it despite the negativity.
An Artist is someone who creates something to bring a smile to other people's faces despite what anyone is going through, it is always nice to look at something so beautiful when the world is dark. Art is the sunshine in a bright cloudless sky during those hard times. My pumpkin might not of lasted for very long but at least it did bring a smile to those who saw it on the porch and also on Deviant Art. ( yeah it's there if you'd like to see it. It's the Werehog from Sonic Unleashed)
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STYLE/ Fandoms:
Look we all have a style, mine is a Tom boy look, T-shirt, jeans, I wear a Sonic hat as well with my hair tied in a ponytail.
My dad wants me to wear more feminine stuff but most the designs are just not me and well usually I find some really cool shirt designs in the boys section it's also the only place where I can find Sonic shirts. I just don't like being judged by my own family on what I wear or like. I wasn't judged in high school on my looks or by what I watched I mean I met others with the same likes and style as me. I also don't like being judged in my own home about what I watch I mean I do watch anime at times and well my dad caught me watching " The disasterous life of Saiki K" which is about a high schooler with super powers and is trying not to bring any attention to himself just trying to be a normal everyday teen turning into an adult but each episode has 3 stories and each one has some kind of disaster. It's actually pretty funny at times as well, but episode 10 has some bad language and the series is definitely not for children mostly 16 and up.
PLEASE , PLEASE, PLEASE DO NOT JUDGE OTHERS BY WHAT THEY ENJOY OR THEIR STYLE. Their style is unique,don't try to make them change because you want them to, same for the shows they like, THERE IS NOTHING WRONG WITH ANIME guys geez. Not all anime are hentai, look at Sonic X, Ponyo, Kiki's delivery service, forest of piano, and Pokémon! Most of those are kid friendly ( ok Forest of piano isn't but the look and sound of the anime is literally breathtaking it even has music from real music artists like Beethoven. It is a beautiful anime.) DON'T JUDGE UNTIL YOU ACTUALLY TRY AND WATCH A GOOD ANIME LIKE SPIRITED AWAY OR TOTORO. FINDING A GOOD ANIME ISN'T HARD GUYS.  Please don't be so judgmental all the time, we're all different, we all have our own likes and dislikes a long with styles. 
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Fears:
I have a fear of ceiling fans and also of spiders...  yeah the ceiling fan fear is probably not considered normal but I do have a reason for this fear but spiders not really I just don't really like spiders they creep me out because their so silent and like to pop out at you plus their webs can be hard to see as well and well it's scary just walking into them and feeling this sticky web with a thing crawling up and down your arm or face..... yuck....  I also don't like it when they get into your house or in the car....  I mean you're just minding your own business then you see this thing crawling around near you with fangs and eight legs....
I'm getting ahead of myself anyway back to the ceiling fans.....

As I said this fear actually has a meaning, so years ago I was staying at a vacation house at a beach, my great grandma owned it and well I brought a friend a long.   We were going to bed, the room we were gonna sleep in had a ceiling fan, I was fine with it until the lights were all off, the fan moved as we were trying to sleep, all the lights were out but there was one small light in the fan, a  small flame.  The window was closed, curtains were over it so no light or a flame could be seen out there.  Me and my friend were a bit scared the tiny flame would cause a fire and we'd have to leave.  My dad turned the fan off after hearing us freak out about it, luckily he was heading to bed instead of getting out of bed to turn the fan off.  The flame was no longer seen after that.
BUT THEN WAVES OF FIRE CAME OUT OF THE CEILING FAN, IBLIS HAD BEEN AWOKEN!!!!!
Just kidding that never happened, I don't think that was the flame of Disaster but anyway yeah that's why I'm terrified of ceiling fans....
only when their turned on especially at night.... even in the daylight I don't like them on... I've tried having mine on in the summer but just can't keep my eyes off it afraid Iblis would awaken from it and release the flames of disaster!!!
Sorry.... I think I've played too much Sonic 06 but yeah I'm just scared that flames would come out of it.  I also saw this one cartoon where a ceiling fan broke away from the ceiling and chased this character around with no way to stop the fan  it was pretty scary....

My dad just doesn't like it when I scream after getting scared about seeing a spider in my room or anywhere else except outside since their everywhere out there.  I just scream if one appears out of nowhere and scares the living crap out of me!

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