"You're spending so much time with him!" Danneel exclaimed looking at her boyfriend with a sigh. "Ever since you apologized to him months ago you guys do everything together-"
"What's so wrong with that... Were friends," The green-eyed man mumbled with a sigh, he didn't want to fight- But he knew that she was somewhat right- They hadn't really been spending that much time together.
But he also knew that this shouldn't be all on him... She was often busy too, but being the man that he is, Jensen knew that he had to make it up to her and there was only one way that he could possibly do that.
"I will make it up to you," The boyfriend promised gaining her attention. "Are you free after work tomorrow-"
"Yes but-"
"Good then we're going out," and with those words being said Jensen then left the house for work early that morning the smile never leaving his face. But the feeling in the pit of his stomach just never ceased to leave him alone as it made him feel for no apparent reason but as always he pushed it away... But maybe this time he shouldn't have.
"Hey..." Misha whispered to Jensen as they stood by the food table early that morning the sleep both still in their eyes.
"Ugh how did you sleep because honestly, I didn't get enough," Jensen yawned drinking his water... Again just every time he drank water in front of Misha the raven-haired man just had to watch intently as it traveled down his throat... He felt like a pervert, but Misha Collins just couldn't help himself.
"Sleep was alright I guess... But hey I'm just glad we're actually friends now," Misha whispered with a small smile. "Because Jared came up to me this morning saying how happy he was that the tension had finally left the set in time for the season finale,"
Jensen laughed with a smile placing a hand on his friend's shoulder. "Well, it's good to have another friend here to help me pull pranks on Jared,"
"What's the next prank?" The blue-eyed man questioned excitedly as since he has been apart of the spn family he has only pulled one prank but now it was time for another and just in time for the end of the new season.
A pink tint covered his cheeks as Jensens face and then lips were very close to his ear sending shivers down his spine... As the blonde man whispered the plan into his ear it was hard to pay attention. His lips... His face was so close to Mishas, it was almost like there was no distance at all.
"Jared would kill us," The raven-haired man pointed out at the end with a loud laugh thinking about what would happen if they actually followed through with the prank.
"And I care why again?" Jensen asked with a laugh as suddenly they were called over and onto set... It was time to get acting.
Jensen Ackles had been planning this moment for a while now, and yet ever since a few months ago... It's just felt wrong like it's not right. The feeling of that just wouldn't go away, just wouldn't leave him alone and it was driving him crazy.
But he did it anyway... He proposed to Danneel anyways, and shockingly she said yes, even if they had been fought a little that morning... Even if they had become distant to each other- She still said yes and he couldn't be any happier.
"I wasn't expecting this," She whispered against his lips sending shivers down his spine... Months ago he would have loved this... Would have craved the attention, loved the feeling. But now, now it just felt off- Like something was missing, like this just wasn't meant to be.
And slowly it was killing Jensen.
But he still continued on... Because he knew that she made him happy, well at least she did. He didn't want to break her heart or even his own... He just didn't know what these feelings were or how to fix them- But maybe he didn't want to fix them.
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BEFORE US 💕 (COCKLES)
FanfictionNeither of them knew how gay they could be until they met the other... Both in love with girls or so they thought, maybe it was only the girls that were in love with them. They were both happy, but happiness was a whole new word when they met each o...