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"Are you not happy?" She questioned the regret and sadness filling her features.

"Of course I am," He lied forgetting about what he was supposed to be doing as she kissed him.

"We're going to be parents," She squealed hugging him tightly. "I almost can't believe it,"

"Me neither," He agreed to the thought in his mind overtaking his body.

One thing was for sure and that was the fact that he had totally fucked up.

The next morning when Misha woke up he checked his phone and immediately felt the guilt sink in again from last night. Jensen had blown up his phone asking if he had done it and if he was okay since he isn't answering, he said that he had already broken it off with Danneel and that made Misha feel even worse but he also couldn't divorce Victoria now could he? I mean she is pregnant with his child, this whole situation just got a lot more complicated and he had no clue what to do.

Misha was dreading this part ever since he woke up and snapped back to reality, he knew he had to talk to Jensen but he also knew it wouldn't go over well. As soon as he got to work he headed straight to Jensen's trailer, his eyes started tearing up as he thought of how he would explain what had happened the night before.

As soon as he knocked on the door it swung open barely missing him. "Oh h- hey," Misha mumbled very quietly looking at his feet.

"Hey? That's all you have to say? What even happened last night? Are you okay?" Jensen was angry with him for not answering but he saw that Misha was on the verge of tears and his concern took over at that moment.

"I- I can explain, can I come in so we can talk?" Misha questioned quietly still not knowing how he was going to break the news to his boyfriend. Not even knowing if Jensen would still be his boyfriend after this.

"Fine." Jensen stepped aside giving him room to walk inside and as soon as he shut the door he asked, "Ok what happened?"

"I didn't do it but I have a good rea-" Misha started but got cut off Jensen already, he figured this was how it was going to go.

"What do you mean you didn't do it?" Jensen's anger started taking over any concern he felt.

"I- Sh- Victorias pregnant. I couldn't do it." Misha tears started falling down his face while he told him.

"She's what?!" Jensen panicked quickly standing up from where they were both sitting on the couch. He didn't think he heard him right, he got her pregnant? Where the hell did that leave their relationship? Certainly, the baby and Victoria would take priority over him, right?

"She's pregnant," Misha repeated himself trying to stay calm as he looked up at Jensen's green eyes trying to figure out how he was going to react.

"How long have you known? Don't tell me you promised me when you already knew this." Jensen was now pacing the trailer he had no idea what to do now, he had given up everything and even broke off his engagement with Danneel for their relationship to work and Misha didn't do anything.

"I just found out last night. I was waiting for her to come home and as soon as she opened the door I was going to tell her but I saw her face and asked what was wrong and she told me she was pregnant. I Couldn't tell her I wanted a divorce right after she told me that! I didn't know what to do I'm sorry." the words spilled out of Misha's mouth while he tried to explain everything at once.

Jensen was quiet for some time trying to process everything and right as Misha was about to ask him if he was okay he looked Misha right in the eyes and mumbled... "I don't forgive you."