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"I didn't think that you would be the one to want to talk," Jensen mumbled leaning up against the wall never meeting the other man's eyes.

He was honestly terrified... This was it- This could finalize their friendship or worse break it. He wanted to be this man's friend and now it was finally time for him to figure out what went wrong... Once the green-eyed man knew he would do anything in his power to then fix it.

Jensen knew that he wasn't perfect... Hell, no one was- So this wasn't the end of the world because he can't live up to everyone's expectations all the time or be someone who does everything everyone else wants. That just isn't fair, and right now he was going to have to fix this.

Misha shook with fear as well taking a deep breath also never meeting the other man's eyes knowing very well that it would only make him more nervous... And that was when every thought escaped his mind as he couldn't even remember what he had planned to say even if he had practiced it for hours beforehand.

"I-I want to know why you said all of those things about me," The blue-eyed man finally got outstanding up straight and trying to meet the other man's eyes right now he was trying to be as confident as possible... Wanting nothing but the full truth, that's all he needed.

Sure Misha Collins was weird and different... Had a voice higher than many of the boys and took drama instead of being into sports or the way that he likes to dress but hey he knew that he didn't need anyone like Jensen to be his friend. He had money, a loving wife, Jared still was his friend... Life was pretty good, he didn't need anything more. Right, when he met the green-eyed man, it was like he knew that Jensen was a stuck up snob- He tried to make it work but in the end, it just couldn't, so Misha got over it just like all the other friends he has lost... Jensen was just another friend- Nothing more.

But for some reason, it was just a little harder this time... And Misha just didn't know why so maybe it was a good thing that Jared made him go get an explanation- he would know the true reason why... Not that he would really care- But hey at least he tried one last time.

"What things? I don't even know what's going on... You were just all of a sudden mad at me," Jensen mumbled slowly looking up and meeting the blue-eyes that were boring into his soul causing a cold shiver to run down his spine.

"You told everyone I was a bad actor and that I don't even deserve to be here and- And that I-"

"No Misha I-"

"You what? You didn't think? You're sorry? Well sorry can't make it better," Misha exclaimed fuming with rage.

"I said all those things before we became friends," Jensen mumbled reaching out to the other man who brushed off his touch. "It didn't mean anything,"

"Is that supposed to make me feel better? You're a bully!" The raven-haired man exclaimed trying to calm down. "I'm glad you gave me the truth but I don't think that we should-"

"Misha wait please," The blonde pleaded finally able to put a hand onto his shoulder. "Please just let me make it up to you,"

"I don't think you understood me, Jensen, I don't want to be friends anymore-"

"I will fight for you Misha and I will find a way to make it up to you... The words that I said meant nothing I was just being stupid," The green-eyed man continued to explain trying anything and everything to at least still have a chance at being friends with this man... This man was all that he wanted as a friend.

"I worked so hard to get here... And- And I'm not going to let someone like you ruin my confidence," Misha growled trying to get out of the other man's grip but Jensen just wouldn't budge as he knew once he let go... The raven-haired man would probably be gone.