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Misha knew right when he entered the place that smelled of hand sanitizer and latex that this was all his fault... She probably didn't even want him here, hell he for sure knew that she wouldn't want Jensen here but the green-eyed man had insisted that he come as well. Misha just couldn't say no to him either, he could use all the comforting in the world right now as it felt like all eyes were on him... And this time they weren't admiring him- They were glaring at him.

They spent hours and hours waiting and waiting for something anything... Yes, Misha Collins still loved Victoria, but it just wasn't in the way that he was supposed to anymore. Was that so wrong? The feelings over the years had just slowly faded away... Was it really his fault, he had no control over what happened, it just happened!

The people never did stop staring, gosh it made Jensen angry that already everyone in the fucking world knew about what had happened and there was no sense in trying to play it off... Hell, he had already broken things off with Danneel at this point he had nothing more to lose- Except Misha who in which, he had a firm grip on at the moment.

The blonde man had no clue how the raven-haired man managed to curl up into a little ball on the uncomfortable hospital chairs leaning his head against his shoulder falling asleep but he just did... The tear stains that were down his cheeks made Jensen want to just go die in a hole for letting Misha once again be upset- And this time it was technically still because of him because yet again none of this wouldn't have happened if they hadn't gotten together.

Jensen's fingers ran through Misha's hair softly as the man slept soundlessly next to him, it was so calming to see this other man at peace the blonde just couldn't get enough of it... He was just so stinking cute with this half beard and beautiful face. Sure Jensen hated the fact that the whole world now knew that they were together but on the other hand, he also viewed it in a very positive way. Now the whole world knew that was his... Now the whole world knew to back off.

The green-eyed man had refrained from looking at his phone the whole day, but now since it was very late at night it seemed even more tempting and the thought of what they could be saying about his boyfriend made him want to blow up and yell at people all over the web. But he controlled his anger and began to scroll through the many comments and posts... Wanting so bad to see what the hell people were saying about them.

Maybe he should post an apology... Nah, those are lame anyways. He knew that nothing could make up what he had done and or how he and Misha looked to the public- What's done is done they already looked like dicks that left their wives- They would then only look like little turds that tried to make right of a situation that just could never be solved.

"God I love you," Misha whispered peaking open an eye and staring up at the beautiful man in front of him who was to busy looking down at his phone. "Hey! I'm talking to you!"

That was when he noticed the look of hurt flash over his boyfriend's eyes, as the blonde man tired to keep his phone hidden from the man next to him but he was too late... All the hate and backlash of the world, of social media, was now there for Misha to see and worst of all Jensen just couldn't take it all away even if he wanted to- Misha was going to see it at some point the green-eyed man just wished that it didn't have to be so soon.

"Gay faggots,"

"He probably just was with his wife to hide how much of a disgrace he is,"

"This just shows what cheaters men really are,"

"I used to ship them... But I never thought that they would turn out like this,"

"They're the reason the whole cast and crew of supernatural are no without jobs,"