Thought I found love

Chapter 11. Perfect night

It was the next day and genairo texted me and asked if my parents were going to be home at night today. They weren't actually so I said no and that's how everything started.

I was a little confused because he specifically said NIGHT time but I really like him so I don't care. Katherine texted me and said that she's pretty sure that genairo wants to have sex and I'm so not ready to loose my virginity.

Genairo isn't pressuring me or anything and that's what I love about him. On the other hand Katherine is telling me that if I don't do it tonight with him he'll loose interest in me. I'm feeling a little bit overwhelmed and a tad pressured but at the same time I do think she is correct.

I texted him back indeed and told him that tonight would be an unforgettable time. He responded fairly quickly and said well done then I'll see you tonight at around 11 pm or 12am which is very late for me but my parents decided to go out so I'll be home alone until 12:30am.

Not every girl gets the opportunity to be in this situation and well I'm almost eighteen years old so you can understand me. Jane, would so freak out if I told her this whole situation and what I plan to do tonight with genairo since she and her family are against this.

Of course I'm not telling my parents they would also freak out and probably get me in trouble like very in trouble. It's very clear to me that my life is not my own. It's currently 8pm and my parents are about to leave which means genairo should be here in a couple of hours.

Time has passed its almost 11pm and I just now revived a text message from him saying "are you ready * with a smiley face + wink* and I'm not going to lie I'm not really ready but I should listen to kath because deep down she is probably right.

She herself does have experience so she very much so does know what she's talking about. On the other hand I however have zero experience so obviously I'm not going to let my doubts take up control and allow me to feel so insecure about this thing tonight but no I know this will be the best thing yet.

Knock knock someone is at the door I look through the little hole and guess who it is.. genairo. My gut just tells me to go for it so I immediately get all friendly. Of course I dressed up for the occasion I even asked Katherine for help since she's my bestfriend.