Thought I found love

Chapter 14. All goes down

Hours later at last I revive a paragraph text from genairo which I assume says cute things!! I'm excited to read it I thought he had forgotten about me but I was wrong thankfully.

Overall, the paragraph said that he used me all along why would he even consider sleeping with someone like me and that I really disgusted him.. I feel a little confused but I'm heartbroken. I hate the feeling I'm feeling I just want Katherine with me.

I'm so embarrassed how could he do that to me?? I can't tell my parents because they'll be so pissed that I'm no longer a virgin. Finally I got a text message notification from my best friend Katherine and I cannot bear to do anything anymore I've given up why is this all happening to me.

Katherine's text says horrible words and basically saying that she used me as a thing genairo never loved me and that she paid him to mess with me and play with me. How could I be so stupid and let her take over really my whole life she was everything to me..

That's only something a horrendous person would do I absolutely feel so alone and I have no one to talk to i just want to die or be invisible. Jane, I decide to text her and ask her if we can talk and she says "always friend" so we talk and I ask her questions on how she knew.

She states that she once heard Katherine and genairo on the phone although Jane wasn't sure it was genairo all she heard them say was "she's so stupid but we'll see how it goes" and she figured they were talking about me. I've never been so wrong about someone in my life and I really hope Jane can forgive me for treating her so bad just because Katherine would tell me to.

I realized that I did still have a friend it was Jane and I was very grateful for her I've always been. Katherine completely blinded me although she and genairo hurt me so much I can't hate them because that'll affect myself.

After hours of talking with Jane she made me realize that I should just cry to her and let it out and then to let it go because the more hate I feel it'll affect more. The pain is too much the fact that I was too stupid and blinded that I lost my virginity to a guy that I never really knew is killing me.

I wonder if I should tell my parents because the pain I feel is indescribable I feel like I should just hide I feel afraid if I ever see Katherine and genairo again what would happen??