Thought I found love

Chapter 8. And so on

Currently Wednesday night, and I'm still very hyped up about my so called date with genairo. Still feeling extremely anxious yet excited I don't know how to explain the feeling. Katherine offered to come over so we can roll play how the date will go.

You can't possibly tell me that Katherine isn't the best friend every girl wishes to have in their life. Sometimes I wish my life was completely different and more like hers. She has made me stop thinking about Jane but although deep down I still think about her.

Throughout all our years of friendship I always felt there was something she never told me but I'm probably over reacting just as kath told me! An overthinker is what I am no other word can describe me.

I wonder what genairo is going to wear? Or bring? What if he shows no interest? Or what if he is totally romantic and even asks me to be his official girlfriend?? I think I am just thinking crazy thoughts now. I've talked this over with Katherine and she thinks that he really likes me and she sounds so confident in saying it so I believe her.

Jane once said that kath knew genairo and when I asked her what she was talking about she like froze and then I realized she was lying like she always does. Well that occurred just a few days ago of course and I did ask kath, she denied everything I absolutely do believe her over Jane.

I know that she's hiding something she always has but I don't care because she's fake and my best friend Katherine made me figure that out thankfully. Glad I do have at least one friend who cares about me and my feelings toward genairo. I really really do like him I think I might be "in love" not too sure yet. I mean I am almost eighteen so it's normal right?

Hopefully I have enough time to go shopping with her so I can look fabulous for when I hangout with genairo. My looks aren't so great but with kaths help I always end up looking fierce just like her and that's why I love her dearly.

My parents have no idea about this and I hope they don't find out because they are so freaking nosey. I would hate to explain this whole situation but at the same time I don't care what they think about him or myself. I don't.