A/N PLEASE READ
So ive gone back to school now and its abit.... well its bot going great. so please leave comments and like and share and all that stufffff because it really does make my day reading them. Im trying to write the chapters in advance so i always have one to post if you get me.
Sorry i cant spell and capitalise letters its annoying i know one day ill edit it
IDK WHY IT SMELLS LIKE CIGARETTES IN MY ROOM AND I DONT SMOKE OMG. BUT I LOVE MY 159 readers truly PLEASE SHARE AND PUT IT IN YOUR READING LIST
**ashtons pov**
For a long time now ive been having these dreams, not necessarily bad dreams just confused ones. I could see her we were falling i tried to reach out and grab her, grab her hand, but she just slipped, i would call for her but she wouldnt respond, we would fall and the wind would blow, her hair in her face never allowing me to see her face. did i know her was she meant to mean something to me? i felt a weird protection over hear, the mystery girl, but now things felt difrent em, she made it diffrent. those deep seas i used to sink in were now bearable, not sinking just swimming. she made me feel diffrent, that brittish girl. what has she done to me. The grey had gone and the red not like it used to be she is my cure. i dont care how cliche i sound, emily, emily even her name drives me crazy. just then harry, lauren and my mum burst into my room with arms full of gifts and ost importantly cake. there were choruses of 'happy birthday to you' sung untill i got to blow out my candles and i dont care how old i am i am still having a ninja turtles cake. i unwrapped my presents and spent time with my family, it felt really good to just lie there with my mum and siblings and eat alot of cake. when they lefti thought it may be a good idea to have a shower, because lets be honist who wants to stink of a 19 years-old sweat and cake. mmm nice. yea you get the picture i had a shower got dressed put on minimal make-up - only kidding (A
sorry i couldnt resist). when i went out into the living room (or whatever you call it where you are) harry had my phone- oh shit "HARRY GIVE ME MY PHONE RIGHT THIS SECOND" he screamed and started running "OHHHOOO WHOS EM MUM LAUREN ASHTON HAS AA GIRLFRIEND AND THERE AT IT LIKE RABBITS A\N(btw im english so i say that and 'at it like rabbits' means like there having sex alot well thats what it means not em and ash theve just met. get you head out of the gutter guys and into church). "I SWEAR TO GOD IF I DONT HAVE MY PHONE IN MY HANDS IN 10 SECONDS" "MUUUUMMMMM ASHTONS THREATING ME AND HES SWEARING TO GOD" i caught up with harry and tackled him onto the sofa, there was a bit of a wrestle to grab my phone but guess what i won. i raced to my room and slammed my door making sure to shove something infront of it. My phone had 1 new message from ~em xxx~ HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOSER. since then i had recieved messages like that ffrom mikey, cal, luke,ashley and the rest of my friends.
**Ems pov**
lets be honist every one has that one friend when they were younger who you would talk everyday with, tell them everything, then after a while you would just forget, think about ither things insted of them, there name not as important to you as it used to be, and then after years of not speaking you would here from them. well its not like that with me and ashley, we had been speaking since we were 14 we would skype eachother all the time, constantly be messaging eachother. untill one day in my life when 'It' changed. from then on i had changed my name, changed the country i lived in, i had peircings and tatoos- maybe not big ones but lets just say ive changed since that fragile girl i once was. i kind of forgot about everything i once had and moved onto something new.for christs sake i threw my phone away shut down my social media and every thing. i only kept in contact with the people who icould see face to face. its not that i wanted to but it was the only way i could stay sane, well as sane as i could. but now we were together in this city. right now with my best friend. it felt amazing to know she hadnt forgotten me, to know she still cared. and thats why i love her so much, like a sister before you get all funny.
back into reality and out of my messed up head it was ashtons birthday and his party- oh great. its not that i didnt want to go just i was afraid of going. i guess i would just stick with ashley because shes the only one that i actually knew proparly. i mean ashton would probarblu be buissy with all of his guests anyway. im just the new girl- the outsider, bloody brilliant. me and ashley had agreed to get readdy together and do the standard girly shit people do at our age.
i was walking down the street to ashleys music playing out of my headphoes- just saying i dont ever leave the house without them. and i heard a sort of a wolf-wistle and then i heard someone call out, i didnt really hear much becasue of my headphones so i kept on walking. and then i had the fright of my life me tugged and spun round to face four aussie lads "fancy seeing you here!"
A\N AHAHAHA CLIFFHANGER BITCHIANOS, and do you prefer longer updates- well i thinkits longere but ahah who are they are they going to do something ( wiggles eyebrows) YA KNOW WHAT WHO NEEDS SPELL CHECK. I GAVE UP WITH CAPTIAL LETTERS SOWEY AND UM I FORGOT APPOSTIFIES OR HOWEVER YOU SPELL IT. IM NOT SURE IF IT MAKES SENSE BUT JUST THINK OF IT AS A LETTER JUNGLE WHICH YOU HAVE TO EXPLORE AND MAKE SENSE OF. k so typical writer thing now 'please like comment and share and yea peace out' THANKYOU AND GOODNIGHT MAY GOD BE WITH YOU AND I LOVE ALL OF YOU. comment where your from
