I like birds too
Why
Because they can fly away when things get crazy~ American horror Story Murder house.
**Em's pov**
"I love their relationship" i said as Ash and i were watching American Horror Story "but their both dead"i hummed "yeah but they both died because they were unhappy and now they can be together like its poetic justice because they fit together" "Em are you an AHS nerd" he asked poking me "i wouldn't say nerd id say fanatic" "same difference, but doesn't all the blood and dead body's and blood freak you out?" he asked re arranging the pillow he was leaning on- yes my mum had come and all the furniture, i think she was surprised i hadn't burnt the house down. "Awww is Ash afraid of a horror show-"i started to say but cut off "no i just don't think 19 year old's should be watching stuff like this" he said jokingly. "well its rated 18 so SUCK IT IMA RUN AWAY WITH TATE AND GO AND LIVE IN THE SHADOWS OF THE MURDER HOUSE", "Tate? i think you mean Evan Peters honey" "urm i would but hes dating Emma Roberts and like Tate is just Tate and i love him more than coffee and that's a lot"
~~later on~~
**Ash's pov**
i wanted to talk to her about last night, i really like this girl and at this moment in time i really do believe i would,- make that will do anything for her. but most of all i wanted to make sure she was okay- well coping. We had gone up to her room and were lying on her bed The Cab blasting through the docking station. "I've really missed all my music" she said "i don't think i could live without music" i spoke trying to nudge the topic into the conversation "yeah music keeps me going" she whispered. "Go on say it" my subconscious told me but how could i?. "uhh" i said nervously "Ash?" "Em, last night," i started "you see i wanted to know, are you coping?" "Ash?-" "i don't want you hurting i really like you and i don't want any one or any thing to hurt you" i finished unsure of the response. There was a silence i felt stupid for just saying it like that but i guess that was the grammar i ended up saying. "Ash, I'm trying, i want to learn how to cope but you, you are helping me, however i don't help myself" a tear rolled down her pale cheek, i wanted to just hold her close and tell her everything will work out alright. "you don't know how much i care about you, sometimes i just don't know how to deal with my feelings and I'm trying to learn, will you help me? because you may be 20 but you seem so wise and strong and i admire you for getting through this and i just need your help" and the she finally broke down, sobs escaping her lips. i pulled her close planting kisses on the top of her head. i cupped her cheeks "i'll help ill do anything to help, i want us to get better together, we'll cope with things together" i said through kisses. "thank you for everything" she said in a quiet whisper.
**Em's pov**
i knew me and Ash were going to try and do it together and i know i need help. but i didn't want to make me his problem. That meant at the moment we were together and just simply giving a shit about each other. He was talking to my mum, so i went off to do what i do best, be a massive fuck up and cut. the blades were layed out and i was way past my 5th cut, until he walked in "stop it" there was a pause "let me see that" he took my arm and started kissing the cuts blood smearing its self onto his face. "Gross Ash stop" he looked up " You're right it is, you're mutilating yourself" i was frustrated not at him with myself, "you do it" i said stupidly "way to go shithead" my subconscious said, "not anymore" we stared into each others eyes "promise me you'll never cut yourself again" he said, i was thinking about saying no I'm too week,but were helping each other. "i promise" and he smiled and pulled my into a tight hug. "have fun trying that" my subconscious said.
A/N lol i used ahs references and yeah i stole the last bit sorreh. please like comment and share and YEAH
