brandon:
speed - kali uchis
"you don't really know what you got yourself into
boy, you think you know, but it just ain't that simple"
reason:
you and b dated for 4 years and he felt as though he knew you like the back of his hand. he knew everything about you, or so he thought he did. no matter what little things b thought he knew, he didn't actually know you for you and that was the reason you left.
edwin:
my favorite part - mac miller (ft ariana grande)
"you walk around so clueless to it all
like nobody gonna break your heart"
reason:
edwin always radiated confidence like no one was going to tear him down, saying things with his chest and defending himself to his grave. you admired your boyfriend's control of his self esteem and loved him for it.
nick:
swim down - moose blood
"sweetheart, i owe you the world
even though you get drunk and shout all the way home"
reason:
after years and years of endless recklessness and strain, you and your boyfriend nick are still together. no matter what one of you does or do, you both always manage to stay together and love one another to absolute pieces.
austin:
uncool - swmrs
"i been drunk on image baby"
reason:
you always envied your boyfriend's ability to defy social norms and somehow stick out against anyone you put him with. he always has something different about him and you absolutely love that. whether it was his charismatic attitude or his love everything and anything weird, austin made sure he stood out.
zion:
each time you fall in love - cigarettes after sex
"and each time you fall in love
its clearly not enough"
reason:
your relationship with your boyfriend felt very empty. he never communicated with you or anything of that sort. it was like his side was full of white noise while yours was filled with loud expressions and colorful tones. you felt as though zion was not one for falling in love, his heart can't process loving someone or letting them in. love always falls through.
